I think there is an air of resentment around Meghan towards Doria. Maybe because she never had the picture perfect childhood. We know in high school she wrote this poem:
Two houses, two homes, two kitchens, two phones,
Two couches where I lay, two places that I stay,
Moving, moving here and there, from Monday to Friday I'm everywhere,
Don't get me wrong, it's not that bad
But often times it makes me sad,
I want to live that nuclear life,
With a happy dad and his loving wife,
A picket fence, a shaggy dog,
A fireplace with a burning log,
But it's not real, it's just a dream,
I cannot cry or even scream,
So here I sit with cat number three,
Life would be easy if there were two of me.”
Think that’s why she is so determined to show how perfect her life is. She married a Prince and has a Princess daughter, Archie the future Duke.
She paints herself as the devoted mother who does it all be all because ‘she doesn’t want to miss a moment’. That poem is very telling that she doesn’t mention at all, her mum. It’s that she wants her dad to have the ‘perfect wife’. I think she’s playing that part in her head. The perfect wife.
Funny, because Doria who was away for parts of Megs childhood because of her pretty normal jobs- Meg seems to think she can legit run a billionaire business whilst being the perfect trad wife mum who stays at home. Also an indicator of why As ever is destined to fail. You cant be everything. But I think it’s this point she has to prove to her mum….you can be around, you can do pickups, you can volunteer at school and you can run a super successful business. She’s full of resentment for her own childhood.
They’ve never seemed especially close to me. It’s a very strange dynamic when you see the pair of them. She talks to her mum in the way she’d talk to anybody. Usually, there’s some form of deference around your mum but Meg doesn’t have that.
So Megs built this fake life. Married to a Prince, lives in the perfect climate, in the perfect McMansion home, that has soho house mood music pumped throughout the house 24/7, one boy and one girl, 3 dogs (no longer cats). She picks flowers and fruit and veg from the garden and ‘shares’ her joy with fans (for a cost)
Anything that gets in her way or anyone that holds her accountable, is cut off and it’s their problem- theyre racist, jealous etc.
She’s perfect in her own eyes. She doesn’t even think about failure.