Coronavirus ruined my chance to say goodbye properly- devasted

[Iggypoppie]

I'm not sure why I'm posted but I just need to say that I'm devasted. My older lady dog Maisie (13) collapsed several times on Friday and I took her to the vet. Because of CV19 the vet would only speak to me in the street and took maisie in for a check over. As I feared, her heart medication was no longer working and her organs were shutting down. The vet brought her own a I cuddled her and then signed the papers. He took her back inside but due to restrictions I couldn't be with her while sh was pts and so my last memory is of her looking back at me as I stood outside, helpless to do anything.

I'm getting flashbacks of it and can't stop crying. She was an amazing dog and overcome so much in her short life :-(

[Rationalcat]

He'd been there for over 10 years.

[Rationalcat]

My knee jerk reaction is to move my cats.

[Rassy]

Our beautiful girl was put to sleep this morning. We are all devastated

[Topseyt]

Rassy, so sorry. Thinking of you. It is an awful feeling and only time will help you learn to live with it.

[jacqelinedaniels]

So sorry to hear that XX it is an awful time sending love

[Rassy]

Thank you - I miss her so much already that it physically hurts

[Rationalcat]

Im so sorry.
There are no words. Xx