I hate these threads, I have no idea how old you are and wouldn’t want to guess but you look tired and not very happy, you have very pretty freckles and good skin, you have lovely hair but you look a bit fed up, maybe you have young dc that are driving you nuts during the holidays, maybe you have teenagers or a child with SEN (I often look tired caring for a SEN teen) but you have a beautiful face that would benefit from a smile 😊. Who cares how old you are or how old you look? Hope you are ok OP.