Day 2 and I’m already feeling like the worst mother ever and everything has gone to pot, poor wee DS (10) has got himself all stressed out, his teacher is posting work twice a day on seesaw and was asking them to log in via Teams which DS has missed both times, he’s managed to do some of the work but has gotten a bit mixed up says he’s stressed out.
Forgot to add DH is at home but working full time and I’m in school working full time. I sat for an hour with him tonight, I think I’m going to sit with him every night now. DD1 is doing Highers and stressed her teachers won’t give her the grades she would have got (happened last year she was downgraded), she has anxiety and gets super worried. DD2 well had a huge fight with her tonight she’s doing N5s, she’s very clever but very lazy, she’s coasted through school so far did very little and always got As, not subjects like chemistry have gotten hard in that she has to work, she’s complaining the teacher has put on irrelevant work not enough time to complete (I think it’s because she actually has to make an effort), I think not being at school and the lack of accountability will not be good for her at all and I’m so worried about her. And then there’s DD3 S1 she just gets on with it. So the four of them in the house all logging on with DH on zoom calls about 6 hours a day.
Me feeling like shit for not being at home helping them when I’m teaching other children.