Hi girls, the end of another weekend. I don't dread them anymore thank god.
Had a couple of days last week when I felt so sad, missing him and our life together etc.
Then I heard something about him (financial) which made me shocked and furious and the sadness evaporated like a puff of smoke.
Had a nice weekend, saw friends yesterday and today which was lovely.
Eating better, which has made me feel better. DCs are behaving, my tulips are looking lovely and I'm feeling calm ish and content ish. Who knows what the week will bring, no traumers of any kind I hope.
Have to take some stuff to the sol tomorow.
I really hate going there, It'll be so nice when this is all over and I never have to set foot in there again.
There are so many sad stories on here by women in unhappy relationships or whose husbands have left them for younger models.
It all just seems so wrong that so many marriages lead to such missery and pain and torment and desperation and that the only people to benefit are estate agents and lawyers.
There must be a better way to live and procreate which doesn't lead to such unhappy conclusions.
I don't know what though........I'll have to have a think because the current way is most unsatisfactory all round !
Hope you're all ok.........Maybees....are you lurking ? I hope so and I hope you're ok.