I am lonely and a complete billy no mates

[Shufflingroundthesides]

I have namechanged because i have posted about this before and i am embarrassed that nothing has changed.
People always let me down
I am a good friend
Why the hell cant i find a friend like me?
I had to sit at soft play again today alone .while all around me were groups of mums chatting away.It hammered home to me how lonely i feel sometimes.
Dont know how i will ever change this situation?
I have one friend atm who i have known all my life but she comes in out of my life depending on whats happening in her life at the time.
Thats it

Thanks for all the posts and suggestions
It helps to read that i am not alone and that others have been in the same position.

Shivster -Which area of north birmingham are you ?
arsebiscuit(great name btw) -you are reasonably near to me although i dont know cradley