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He's left me

137 replies

Dreamon · 29/12/2009 07:56

My husband has left me. He told me 4 days after I found out that I'm 6 weeks pregnant with our first child- which we had to get fertility treatment for. he left me on our holiday with my family- the day we arrived he said he didn't want the baby and wanted a divorce. He told me over the phone he wants a divorce and since then has refused to answer my calls. He has gone overseas now to clear his head. This is not like him. I thought our marriage was secure- obviously there are some issues but I never dreamed to this extent. I don't want a divorce. I still love him. I'm so scared. Help.

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TDiddy · 30/12/2009 20:56

addictedtolatte - ofcourse, thanks; comes with age

chubbasmum · 31/12/2009 00:33

dont know what to say but big hug be strong xxx

scottishmummy · 31/12/2009 00:55

prioritise your physical and mental health.deep breath compose self.pragmatically how is home/finances/etc arranged -do you have secure living arrangements

work - are you working ?are they helpful
family/friends who can do what for you

tbh,consolidate.make sure you are well.deep breath and get a plan

is this out of character of dh?is he scared/stressed?

issues?what were they? how can they be looked at and potentially resolved? issues dont go away they fester and acquire toxicity.try address what your issues are

maybe some hard thinking ahead
can you withstand this as couple,how will you proceed
what happens if you don't remain together

you must feel scared,alone,let down,disappointed by all this

ZZZenAgain · 01/01/2010 16:43

how are you dreamon?

abedelia · 01/01/2010 17:08

Right, it will really help you to take practical action (as well as showing him he does not hold all the cards as far as making the decisions go). So gather information about his financial situation and as soon as everything is open next week get yourself to the solicitors to have a word about what you and your child are entitled to, and get a letter about this out to him.

It often brings men to their senses to know that they can't just run off from their responsibilities and that whet they are doing is real and has consequences.

Dreamon · 01/01/2010 21:49

New years eve was really tough, spent it with some friends which was ok. Still no contact from him and my angers starting to build. I go for a scan in Tuesday which I'm really anxious about. Especially as I'll be going alone, I could take a friend but I don't think I want that. It's all so much to take in and without an explaination from him. It's totally not like him to just run and be cruel like he is. Thanks ladies.

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ZZZenAgain · 01/01/2010 22:02

you said he has gone overseas, do you know where he is?

It really is very strange, to us too and we have no idea what he is normally like. He wanted the baby obviously as you went through the IVF treatment and now the baby is there, he wants a divorce. It makes no sense at all. I'm really very sorry. I can imagine you feel scared about the future and hurt - and of course angry.

For the moment though he doesn't count. Right now two people are hugely important and he is not one of them - you are very important and the baby is. You went to a lot of trouble to have this baby and you must do the best you can to be calm and strong now.

I am sure you will be fine at the scan if you are not accompanied. PRobably most women attend on their own, I had to with dh's job committments and I rarely met couples when I went. Why are you so worried about it? Do you fear something in particular?

Dreamon · 02/01/2010 20:34

He's apparently gone to Hungary, Austria and Slovakia. As far as I'm aware he doesn't have friends there and no family. He sent me an email today saying he's still set on divorce, that our marriage is over. He says he will go to therapy to sort out how we will be parents but that's it. I'm scared for the scan in case the babies not ok, I so badly want it with or without him involved. Im really scared about it. Especially as I've not had bad morning sickness or sore breasts. Not really felt sick at all today, but I have on others.

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Hando · 02/01/2010 20:53

Dreamon- How awful this must be for you

I'm sure the baby will be just fine. When you say "as I have with others" about having morning sickness - I thought you said this was your first pregnancy? Do you have other children then?- stay strong for them if so, gives you a reason to get up and get on with life if you do.

Unlikelyamazonian · 02/01/2010 21:05

Dreamon this must be totally shocking and horrendous for you.

How old are you? How do you know he has gone to these countries?

He is being horribly cruel and there is no excuse. 'Therapy' over parenting? Why should he suggest that?

There must be more to this than you feel able to face but he is treating you and his child abominably either way.

get as much support as you can now from friends and family. I agree with poster below who says you have your longed-for child to look after (and therefore yourself of course) and you are a little unit together who can do without his crap.

Be bold, bloody and resolute. You will come through this even if it doesn.t feel like it now.

Can you tell us more about what has led up to this?

I really feel for you my love

hugs

andlipsticktoo · 02/01/2010 21:18

Sorry to hear you are having such an awful start to your pregnancy. How did your dh react when you found out you were pregnant?

It seems to me that he must have planned his trip in advance as he is away for so long. Surely his employers would need a bit of notice for such a long trip? Didn't you have any indication something was wrong?

WhenwillIfeelnormal · 02/01/2010 22:34

I'm so sorry for what you are going through - it must seem like a bad dream that you wish you could wake from. I do hope you are getting lots of RL support.

Like others, I would lay bets on there being an OW on the scene - nothing else fits at all. I also suspect she is the link with the countries he's visiting now. If you can do a bit of digging, I'm pretty sure this will come out. I'm sure he will deny, deny, deny, but this silence and cowardly E mail communication all points to a man who doesn't want confrontation about how awful he has become.

I'm afraid that nothing absolutely nothing - turns a previously caring, loving DP into a cruel, unfeeling bully, like an OW. It's such a well-worn script, as many of us will tell you.

In your position, I would call his bluff now and tell him you know about her and who she is - and that you will be taking your own actions in consequence. Be enigmatic and perfunctory - get him on the back foot wondering how on earth you know so much. Don't reveal your hand until you get more information. Don't plead, beg or show any emotion other than anger and contempt.

And when you have done that brave thing, dissolve in tears as much as you like with your real allies.

SerendipitousHarlot · 02/01/2010 23:50

God, what you are going though, you poor woman

You will be fine, I suspect you know that. He is, for whatever reason, being a complete coward. You need to be strong for yourself and your child.

Lots of love xxx

ZZZenAgain · 03/01/2010 15:42

oh dreamon...

what can I say to all this? I really don't know how men can be so cruel to women they supposedly care for when they are at their most vulnerable. Has he actually come out and said why he wants a divorce or just left you in the dark? (Don't feel you need to give any reasons on here though).

I've been trying to figure out when your baby is due dreamon - late July, early August? We have some threads on here somewhere for expectant mothers. Will see if there is one for babies due around then.

So far as morning sickness and sore breasts are concerned, I don't think that's such an indicator of a pregnancy progressing according to plan. I never had morning sickness at all with dd for instance and she was a strapping healthy baby (bl* huge head) born with rippling muscles. And 6 weeks is still quite early on so you have time to develop sore breasts still. Have you lost dc before during pregnancy? I really hope the baby will be ok, will be thinking of you on Tuesday. Be sure to come back and tell us how the scan went, won't you now?

ZZZenAgain · 03/01/2010 15:45

July would be this gabby crowd, they seem nice:

July babies

ZZZenAgain · 03/01/2010 15:51

hmm having scrolled down that thread, I still think they sound nice but maybe right now it isn't for you.

EdgarAleNPie · 03/01/2010 16:14

it's wonderful that you are pregnant. i understand aout the scan worry (my scan is in a few weeks..)

men often have moments of twunt behaviour when their DP conceives. some come round. those that don't aren't worth bothering with.

iIf there is someone who can go with, i'd advise you to take someone (no doubt there are plenty of mners who'd love to go to look at cute small life piccies)

TDiddy · 03/01/2010 19:59

Dreamon- I am not sure if putting the focus on the OW is the way to go. That just indulges him more. I still think that you should say that this is hurting but that you are going to manage this on your own. Even if you are hoping to get him back, the best strategy is to appear to be getting on with life and putting him behind you. I understand that you may struggle to do this straight away but as soon as you can you need to start showing signs that you are moving on. Do you have male and female friends that can help you? Don't let him treat you like a victim as that wouldn't help even if you wanted him back.

Best regards

mellish · 03/01/2010 20:00

sending beams of light to you xxx

savolivia · 03/01/2010 20:32

i am saddened by what your husband has done i can understand how you must feel as a simular thing happened to me 6 years ago.
It sounds so strange how he is behaving you mention drugs it would answer some questions!Its very easy for us to give you advice and as outsiders we can see it without emotional attatchment. Take each day as it comes and look after yourself the best you can your still shocked by his behaviour. You dont have to talk about divorce at the moment give yourself time to come to terms with what is a confusing time.Wish you luck at the scan xxxx

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TDiddy · 03/01/2010 20:43

hmmm... if you have decided to sleep with this friend you will do so whther or not you go on the trip; i think.

I sincerely hope that this doesn't blow up into a crisis.

Enjoy the trip if you decide to go.

TDiddy · 03/01/2010 20:44

Oops- wrong thread!!!

AnyFucker · 03/01/2010 21:24

lol at td

I agree by the way, I know exactly which thread you meant to post on...

tiredoftherain · 03/01/2010 21:32

Oh dreamon, so sorry for you. Am also thinking OW, nothing else seems to create devastation on quite the same scale as someone else influencing proceedings. What appalling timing though (not that it's ever good)

I really think the best thing you can do now is create a little support network for yourself and expect nothing from your H. He will have to provide some financial support, but sounds as though emotional support will be lacking from him.

Thinking of you.

TDiddy · 03/01/2010 21:45

AFucker- thanks. You have inspired me to re-post on the correct thread

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