When my relationship ended, now almost 3 years ago, I decided I was never getting into another relationship. As well as being badly hurt, I had been single a long time before this relationship and was always very content and was never desperate to meet someone, so I decided after breakup the single life suits me best.
However, I recently agreed to go on a date with someone, but as the date approached I felt really unsettled and was starting to regret it, but didn't want to cancel at such short notice so I went. I really enjoyed the date, more than I expected. However, we had a kiss at the end, and felt a bit disappointed as he wasn't a great kisser. I know this can be initial nerves.
He text me next day saying how much he enjoyed and couldn't stop thinking about the great kiss!
He is a lovely guy and I would be attracted to him, but I'm back to feeling unsure and thinking I'd prefer to stay single - I'd describe this as my 'gut feeling'. I remember feeling so excited at the start of my relationship... now I can't really muster up any as I know how things can change and the enthusiasm just isn't there.
I don't want to lead him on or mess him about. Should I chance another date or put a stop to things now?