For various reasons, I think my husband may have had some sort of inappropriate relationship with a woman a few years ago. He denies an affair but he says he was naieve and 'got too close' but in a friendly way, he says.
There has been quite bad fallout from him keeping elements of his relationship secret from me. He never suggested that the reason he was keeping secrets from me was because he thought I would be jealous or suspicious. It was only after I suggested this as a reason to him, that he agreed that it might have been the case. But he acknowledged that this didn't make any sense because I had never shown any signs of being like that previously.
We have reconciled and I choose to accept his explanation but there is one question which bothers me still. What impression he gave her of our life together to make her feel it was ok to carry on a secret relationship with him over a number of years.
He has somewhat dodged my questions concerning this. At least, I can't get much sense from him.
I would be interested to know from anyone who has been close to a married man as to how you think the situation came about and also what impression he gave you or you got about his home life.
I am aware these questions might raise criticisms of OWs. I hope that doesn't happen because I am looking for clarity about how his behaviour might have influenced the situation.
Mumsnet has not checked the qualifications of anyone posting here. If you need help urgently or expert advice, please see our domestic violence webguide and/or relationships webguide. Many Mumsnetters experiencing domestic abuse have found this thread helpful: Listen up, everybody
Relationships
How do women get close to married men
Nineuser17887 · 05/08/2022 13:40
CherryBlossomAutumn · 06/08/2022 03:20
@MissTrip82 I think you’ve hit upon something we rarely speak about in infidelity. The thrill or ‘ego’ as a woman of being compared by a married man to his wife, and to ‘trump’ her, even if it’s only for a short while. There is an extra thrill knowing that someone is finding you not just attractive, but quite possible more attractive than another woman. Our competitive drive to be the most desirable maybe?
Catullus5 · 05/08/2022 23:25
I see the point here but I don't agree. I think we're all responsible for setting our own boundaries with any person in any context.
And I think that also shows that CherryBlossomAutumn's point has problems too: it's basically a 'thin end of the wedge' argument that suggests rigorous separation of the sexes is perhaps the best solution. The better argument is that actually we should and do know when things are becoming inappropriate and that's the responsibility of both people involved.
Username0308 · 05/08/2022 22:28
A lot of this happens in the workplace as people are with each other for most of the day, most of the week. You become familiar with one another, you can moan about your managers, share work stress. It creates a bond.
It's up to the married man to set boundaries, he is the one who is married. Ultimately, these things happen because the married man CHOOSES to let it happen. Enjoys the attention most likely. Oversharing turns into banter turns into flirty jokes turns into late-night texting turns into meeting up. And before you know it, boundaries are non-existent.
I work in a male-dominated environment. A lot of them are married and very flirty. They'll moan about their wives every now and again but on the most part, they're rarely mentioned. I think it's more about what isn't said rather than what is said. If a man were to constantly talk about how great his life was, things he's doing with his wife etc, boundaries are less likely to be crossed.
So in your case, I would say he most likely didn't talk about you much, as opposed to saying anything bad about you. I know married men who I sometimes forget are married as their wives are rarely mentioned.
Akayak · 06/08/2022 08:14
Read similar responses, but to answer original question, men like attention. Most couples don’t have much of a sex life after being married several years, having 2-3 kids and both working corporate jobs. Men have told me they feel creepy constantly getting turned down for sex by their wives and lots of very nice looking, successful men have low self-esteem because of lack of attention in their lives.
This was a complete shock to me before my current career. I always assumed men were tough and did not like or need to be complimented or reassured 24/7.
Wife’s attention usually goes: kids, work, house, herself, husband. So, husbands get almost no attention and men are, mostly, needy little babies who need lots of attention and affirmation especially now that spouses have the same levels of education and prestige in their careers.
When men were the sole breadwinners, their place in the home was one of importance and dominance. They no longer have that feeling of success when their wives are bringing in as much or even more than they are.
If you are not paying attention to your husband he will purposefully or inadvertently end up getting that attention somewhere else if he is in proximity to females during the day or travels for work.
I hear the exact same thing over and over again from clients who are men. When they do develop a relationship with another woman, the last thing they want to talk about is their real life which is usually a bummer - why they are having an affair to begin with.
it does not sound like you have had that experience so you may not understand it. I don’t know the science behind it aside from the fact that men do compartmentalize and when engaging in a secret relationship the last thing they want to do is bring their wife into it. They are living in the fantasy world of an affair where things like bills, work stress and nagging spouses don’t exist.
what’s ironic is that if those affairs ever turned into real relationships the same things the men are trying to escape from would be present again.
I would be surprised if they did not have a physical relationship. There have been studies that show women get more upset if a husband has an emotional affair whereas men get more upset if a woman has a physical affair. Your husband may not know about these studies and is trying to protect your feelings. There is a chance the relationship wasn’t sexual, but I doubt it.
50% of men and 40% of women ADMIT to cheating which makes me think the number is a lot higher. Human beings were not meant to live this long nor were they meant to be monogamous. It sounds like the situation is really bothering you and I hope you can speak to a therapist who can help address your concerns.
if it makes you feel better, men rarely leave their wives for their mistresses and if they do chances are the relationships will fail within a few months. Often times when men are cheating on their wives they end up having more sex with their wives as well. Men don’t leave their wives because they don’t want to cause a disruption in the family home, their children’s lives, their finances, their circle of friends, their careers and some do genuinely love and respect their wives as people and partners.
Most cheaters are only having a physical need met. They will do and say anything to keep having that physical need met. it’s like calling a plumber to clear a pipe. I swear if humans were not by nature jealous creatures some of my married girlfriends would give their husbands their blessing to get their sexual needs fulfilled in a safe way buy another woman - Especially when they have young children.
Your husband stayed with you. You won. If you can’t live with the deception and the relationship is not worth it then maybe it’s time for you to move on to another relationship where you feel valued and someone does and says the romantic things that you are missing from your life. Be warned, men usually only do those things in the very beginning and your husband may have written those things to the other woman because he was not able to talk on the phone with this other woman freely.
Take care of yourself and your needs.
CowPalace · 05/08/2022 16:50
I’m always interested in this kind of post. What makes your experience so different to mine? None of my married male friends (whom I’ve known for several decades in some cases) have ever done anything inappropriate. I’ve been married throughout, but some of them have been single/divorced. Does it make that much difference that I’m quite plain? Have I simply got nicer, more honourable male friends?
GreyCarpet · 05/08/2022 16:31
Over the years, i have had a few close married male friends. The truth is, I enjoyed their company and felt.'safe' with them - I naively believed that, because they were married, they were never going to try anything on.
I respected their wives and valued the trust they placed in both their husband and me.
They were wrong to. I have never cheated or come close to it but I no longer have any male married friends who I see on my own.
Every one of them tried it on eventually.
EmeraldShamrock1 · 05/08/2022 13:49
I would be interested to know from anyone who has been close to a married man as to how you think the situation came about and also what impression he gave you or you got about his home life.
I had a very close male married friend, there wasn't anything sexual going on but looking back we talked and shared personal information.
I thought that he was a lovely husband who suffered with depression, the second part was true.
He was a kind, shy, approachable man who always offered to help, unfortunately it was a mask.
I fell out with him because he took pleasure in hurting his wife, he was a sly selfish person who played the victim.
I wanted to kick myself for being so foolish.
Different situation to you.
Some women enjoy the attention and feel DW is not their responsibility.
Danoo · 06/08/2022 10:39
Yeh, the smartest thing a woman can do is marry a decent man who will meet you half way with the childcare and housework and won't be trying to ride all your friends or the nanny or the nanny's sisters.
MsPincher · 06/08/2022 10:55
This thread is so weird. I find it so shocking that people still have such regressive beliefs. Men and women (married or otherwise) form relationships in different ways. Many married people have close relationships with others both opposite sex and same sex.
op doesn’t seem to be saying her dh had an affair- just that he had a close relationship with a woman. What would we say if it was a man treating his wife like this because she had a platonic friendship with a man? We would say he was controlling. Not everyone, male or female, wants to have sex with everyone they know.
I have platonic relationships with men (gay and straight) and women (gay and straight). Some I am particularly close to. The horrible sexist stereotypes on this thread have no place in modern life imo.
Danoo · 06/08/2022 10:39
Yeh, the smartest thing a woman can do is marry a decent man who will meet you half way with the childcare and housework and won't be trying to ride all your friends or the nanny or the nanny's sisters.
Crikeyalmighty · 06/08/2022 11:26
@MsPincher There's close friendships and 'close' friendships though - if you are hiding friendships, deleting messages, meeting in secret etc - whether anything sexual is happening or not then you know full well you are not being fair to your partner and there's more to it than friendship . Normal friendships come up in general day to day conversation and you don't hide them
MsPincher · 06/08/2022 10:55
This thread is so weird. I find it so shocking that people still have such regressive beliefs. Men and women (married or otherwise) form relationships in different ways. Many married people have close relationships with others both opposite sex and same sex.
op doesn’t seem to be saying her dh had an affair- just that he had a close relationship with a woman. What would we say if it was a man treating his wife like this because she had a platonic friendship with a man? We would say he was controlling. Not everyone, male or female, wants to have sex with everyone they know.
I have platonic relationships with men (gay and straight) and women (gay and straight). Some I am particularly close to. The horrible sexist stereotypes on this thread have no place in modern life imo.
BigFatLiar · 06/08/2022 12:22
I think men can get wrong messages when talking with women as women share more. What many women see as a chat with friends about family is seen as a much more intimate discussion by most men. OH wouldn't consider talking about anything other than generalities about the family with anyone other than me (or perhaps our daughters).
Crikeyalmighty · 06/08/2022 11:26
@MsPincher There's close friendships and 'close' friendships though - if you are hiding friendships, deleting messages, meeting in secret etc - whether anything sexual is happening or not then you know full well you are not being fair to your partner and there's more to it than friendship . Normal friendships come up in general day to day conversation and you don't hide them
Don’t want to miss threads like this?
Weekly
Sign up to our weekly round up and get all the best threads sent straight to your inbox!
Log in to update your newsletter preferences.
You've subscribed!
BigFatLiar · 06/08/2022 12:22
I think men can get wrong messages when talking with women as women share more. What many women see as a chat with friends about family is seen as a much more intimate discussion by most men. OH wouldn't consider talking about anything other than generalities about the family with anyone other than me (or perhaps our daughters).
MrKramps · 06/08/2022 15:42
so many Mners complain of having no friends, yet they discount half the human race as potential friends and are encouraged by some posts on here to think they’re right to do so
Ever heard of female friends or no? And people who don't have many friends aren't in that position because they don't befriend married men, so that's a bit of a cheap shot.
Plus there's something called boundaries, that's what op means by getting 'close'. Good for you if you're happy for your partner to discuss intimate details of your life with an attractive colleague.
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.