Dior, so glad to have you back! Only, I am just about to disappear back to Norfolf for a week. I'm making a flying visit back to London on Thursday night, so I can see dd off to her first day back at school on Friday and take her to an event at the V&A, then I go back to Norfolk again till Sunday. Shall try to catch up with you on Thursday or Friday though.
It was probably the right thing to go on hols with H - at least it must have made ds happy to have you along - though it's sad that it pointed up what you're missing from the relationship. Heck, you nearly ran up the street at Clovelly last year? I've NEVER even attempted that - but last time ex-h and I were there about 6 years ago, there was a lifeboat alert and dd and I saw several gorgeous lifeboat men racing DOWN the street to the boathouse - had to jump out of their way. They were VERY yummy !!!
By the way, I have peeked at your photo. Dior, you are plump, but you look SO pretty and plump in a nice way - and I think most men would consider you very attractive. Really, was does H want - a stick insect? I still think the 'weight problem' is more in his mind and is just part of the issue - and I really wouldn't feel comfortable about a man who said he wouldn't have sex with me unless I lost weight, unless I was ENORMOUS - and I don't think you are .
Anyway, got to go pack. Catch up with you soon xxx