Whatsthisbear and Musti thank you.
Still going strong here. Not feeling alone is very important and especially not feeling having to keep up to certain standards, IYSWIM. Still listening to the Sober Diaries and towards the end (I skipped all the cancer scare el al, as too much of a hypochondriac at the moment) and she’s beginning to grate on my nerves. So perfect. Head girl at school, etc., of course she’s putting herself “out there” with her addiction problem but slim, lovely, professional who can afford to stay at home, and sober. It’s all a bit too much. Me? Jealous? Of course!
Weight loss is slowly going well (I hope for good). Over the past few years I have put on an AWFUL lot. My lovely toy boyfriend, has said that he’s very proud that I have at last “taken the bull by the horns”, as they say here. Perhaps he was beginning to fear for his life when I enthusiastically jump on him.
I have an appointment with my doctor this evening about my blood pressure, which is too high, not a lot, but apparently “at my age” I have to be careful and the fact that I stopped my prescription tablets because they made me feel so awful. So this evening it will be a heated debate about me losing weight and having a healthy life style over medication. Plus I’ve ordered lots of herbs and “miracle” stuff that, of course, will miraculously make my heart behave itself.
I hope that I’m not boring you all to a slow death reading me but I must admit that writing it down is very cathartic. I’ve never been able to write a diary, so this is as close as it’s going to get.
I hope you all have a lovely day.
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