Just need a bit of perspective.
New boyfriend, seeing him a month, very early days.
Have felt a few times like he doesn't keep in quite enough contact between dates but on the dates themselves he's really great and I think "what were you worried about you daft bugger".
But this weekend I was ill with a cold, and have felt like I have instigated text chats a couple of times and he's first of all read the texts and taken a while to respond and second of all replied quite shortly and not really bothered.
Felt a bit low today, with being ill, actually quite down (will admit actually I am feeling quite alone in the world right now) and texted him saying a cuddle would be nice and he just sort of palmed me off with an "aww, feel better" sort of message that made me feel like he didn't care about me.
We're meant to have a weekend together next weekend and I can't help feeling like he turns it on and off, but then I am not sure if I am expecting too much because I feel quite alone and want a cuddle and some atttention or if he is just behaving in a way that boyfriends shouldn't.
It's very early days. We are exclusive, but still early days.
Someone else is asking me out, and while I have been sick all weekend this guy has phoned me twice and oferred to being stuff around and I just feel like crying really because the man I am actually seeing is maybe neglecting me?
Please tell me if you think I am being really unfair and stupid or if you think it's a sign I should move on.