:(It's my fault

[Happyandsimple]

What do I expect when I allow him back into my life :(

What's happened? Why did you allow him back into your life?

If you allow an abuser back into your life you know exactly what to expect namely, more of the same.

Why is he back in your life?

I didn't expect the same or worse

I expected better much better but I know un stupid

You are not stupid. You hoped for something out of your control.

If you got rid once, you can do it again.

Best of luck.

I did it because I had to I'm nor well and had no help but now it's gone wrong

No rl support don't know what to do

He back in my life because I needed help

How much longer do you need the help (I understand why now!) and is there any way of getting some other support like through a children's centre volunteer?

Are you safe happy or in danger physically at the moment?

What's happened for you to decide it's gone wrong?

Did your surgery go ok?

(People will find it very difficult to offer you meaningful support, let alone advice, if you are cryptic rather than clear. Give people the information to help you ).

what is the point of posts like this, seriously ?

if you really want help or advice, or even just sympathy give people something to work with

if what you need is a RL person to just talk to, I recommend The Samaritans

if you are in danger, call the police

what else can we say ?

Happy I think I remember your last thread, am I right that you were having surgery and needed your ex to help with childcare? Can you explain what's gone wrong?

Sorry for being not clear not feeling very well to write to much so shaky never mind will try again when Im making more sence sorry

Sorry any was upset when posted was going to come back when have time to explain

Don't want no sympathy at al I already said it's my fault I let him in

Come back whenever you're ready, there'll always be someone to talk to you. Are you safe?

Honey, you got rid of him once and you can do it again - and as many times as it takes to get shot of him forever.

hope you're feeling better soon

I remember you other post. Sending lots of love. Sometimes it's not so easy to make sense when you post when you are upset, I'm sure most understand that, you don't need to apologise xx

Women do go back. Sometimes many times. You're not the first or the last.

Self-flagellation won't butter any parsnips

What are your health problems? What support do you need that you haven't got? What is the situation with your OH ATM? Has he moved back in?

In bed can't get out of bed had my kidney removed in so much pain. Shaking in pain he said he can't find were he puts the meds

Maggie. helps me . I can't even have baths or showers or get our of bed