Remember ChuckTheFuckleBrothers?

[IveBeenADick]

Well it turns out you were all right.

I am utterly destroyed & in need of some hand-holding - can I come back please?

One of the amazing things about MN is that everyone is always welcome back (bar liars, trolls, etc).

Do you want to talk about what happened?

Sure

Yes, I remember.

Things were quite volatile and changeable IIRC. Do you want to post about what's happened over the last few weeks?

Yes I do.

How are you now?

I am in bits. I honestly don't know how I'm going to get through this. I promise not to call anyone c**ts this time!

whatever happened, you will get through it.

Do you want to tell us more?

I will, yeah. Not drip feeding just trying to get dressed & not cry in front of DS. Can't think, can't make a decision, it just hurts.

When your ready sweetheart.

and UMN hugs for you.

Not the first nor the last.You poor woman. and from me to you.

Enormous un-MNetty

What happened sweetheart? X

I remember you

Welcome back. Have a nice

Course you can.

Sorry to see you back. What's happened with Lord Willy Metal?

Welcome back OP. and hugs.

Lord Willy Metal! If I could muster a lol I would, cheers.

There was more of the same head fuckery until (after 3 weeks off my happy pills) I'd had enough. My head's so scrambled I can't remember what happened in what order. There was the time when I said 'you don't like me very much, do you?' & he made a big show of 'I can't deal with this' & flounced off, saying it was over. And the time that he said his ex had him arrested (for drugs offences) because he told her about me & she wasn't happy. Which of course meant it was over. And then when he was here last, I complained that he was ignoring me (he was messing about on his laptop - for ages). Rather than apologising & putting it away he had a rant about not being able to relax around me - so he couldn't be with me anymore. It was late, so he stayed the night - I said he could sleep upstairs (yeah, I know!). We had some pretty amazing sex (the one thing he is remarkably good at). The next day I had a very strong suspicion that there's still something going on between them (from things he let slip - and they spent Xmas day together with their kids - after the arrest drama?? Something doesn't add up). I tried asking him while he was here & got totally stonewalled. Got into a text convo about it & guess what?? It's over.

Reading it back, that post makes me look like the loon doesn't it?

I went back on the happy pills two days ago & I am a mess of side-effects & irrationality. I've been texting him esp in the early hrs when I can't sleep. I've contacted via a social network site (not FB) - I can't bear the thought that I've been sleeping with someone else's partner & want to tell her. But more than anything, I want him to come back & tell me that it's all ok, I was being paranoid & he loves me. Pathetic isn't it?

Should read 'contacted his ex/partner'

And to top it all off, there's a possibility I could be pregnant. I really have been a dick, haven't I?

I remember your debarcle....

He likes super skinny women and has a piercing down below??

I haven't eaten, haven't slept, can't stop crying - over a three month relationship, what the hell is wrong with me?? But we have spent the whole time in contact, every day, from first thing in the morning to last thing at night. I miss him so much already.

OneScoop - yes, that's the one.

And even now I'm thinking 'I haven't eaten for ages so if he changes his mind by the weekend my hip bones will be sticking out nicely...' I know it's mental but I can't stop. I feel like an addict.

When is the pregnancy scare from? Would it show up on a test yet?

No, not yet Teeb, my period isn't due til the 11th. Hopefully it'll be fine, it's not like I'm a teenager.

Sounds like you need some professional help.