Oh God. I just went for my exH mistress...

[spook]

Why oh why am I such a dick??? Just bumped into my exh and the horrible bitch he left me for. He is 48, she is 26. It's the first time since it happened-2 and a half years ago, that I have ever seen her-or them together and I just couldn't deal with the fucking smug look on her face.
But my boys were there and some friends and I just lost it. Calling her a whore and saying I'd like to land her one
I am so ashamed of myself and feel sick and dirty and really really stupid. I am better than that and have lowered myself to their sordid level.
I know noone will tell me its OK. Just needed to offload.

Hi Spook, lovely to see you on here again. Sorry it all happened the other day, but like the others I can't believe it has taken this long for you to come face to face, and she did get 2.5 yrs of stuff that had been inside of you, so much better to get it out. You will feel SO much better in the long run!

Can't see why she's still with him mind, he hasn't actually soared her into mega stardom, which she obviously thought he would.

You've dealt with it brilliantly all along, and you're still doing brilliantly.