The Brave Babes Battle Bus - In Search Of Sobriety, Sunshine & Survival!

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Hello, I'm Mouse :)

Welcome to the thread, or our mythical Bus called Gerald!

There is room for everyone. Always

There is help for everyone who wants it. Always

There is unconditional support and kindness. Always

We have two sentences that we believe in here -

1. • The Vulnerable Need Our Support, Not Our Judgement
2. • Alcohol Fosters Inertia

No matter what it is that you drink, how much, how often, we've ALL been in your position at one point or another...... so most of us WILL know exactly what it's like to be YOU

If you'd like to read the last thread, it's below -

THIS IS THE PREVIOUS THREAD

And if you want to read a pretty sobering thread and the history behind these many, the reason why we are all here, fighting to stay/get sober is here -

FIRST EVER BRAVE BABES THREAD

Hope to see you soon :)

Mouse x

hope well done Babe. That's great.
just pick one where have you been. Come on in!

Right Babes, day 1 here. Totally and absolutely have to get a grip! I am working g late tonight_ reception on board a warship would you believe- job is going to the dogs but still have to keep attending these weird events, so won't be able to drink!
Have two days to lose two stone as am meeting distracted chap on Wednesday!!!!!!!
A business meeting I hasten to add but even so....
wry well done on another step away from wankbadger.

Day 15
I'm tired, have DD2 in my bed, she's having nightmares and needed to be with Mum and is still lying there completely sparko

I ate my body weight in food again yesterday. I've got loads to do like going through old paperwork, sorting my old clothes out (mind you they are all old) all of these things are tedious and boring and I can't be arsed ! I am trying to be kind to myself, but maybe too kind, by letting myself get away with doing very little. My motivation has got up and gone and I need it to come back someone kick me up the arse please

Moan over.

Beaches Day 6 Oh yes a tutu, Thank you. I will wear it with pride, over my jeans (I wear most of my dresses with jeans or leggings underneath)

I'm starting a new job this week (well going in for training Wed/Thurs) still providing activities for the elderly, this role is in a nursing home, so they really are in their twilight years, it's a job share and I met other lady last week, who I am relieved to say is lovely (similar age and we're both so please we're not going to be with a youngster) she's got a sports background and I have the art and craft. so we should compliment each other quite well. It's a corporate set up, which I'm so not used to, I'm more of a Fawlty Towers kind of girl. So it will be a challenge. Hopefully this will give me the kick up the arse that I need

Beaches keep going babe, you are doing really well. re the bathroom scales Have a good day pumpkin

Wry hello lovely, I have to say I'm glad of your distance with WB. Trouble is as he starts to sound more desperate and confused, it will pull on your heart strings and your mothering instinct will kick in and you'll call him PLEASE DON'T - SPEAK TO US INSTEAD You may not be able to see it now, but you will be so much better off without him. The man for you could well be at the horse trials this week, now there's a thought.
I hope you've enjoyed your lie in. Well done for 'sorting' through your stuff yesterday - out with the old, in with the new Hair and nails tomorrow, exciting, why not throw a facial in there too??? x

Have a good day everyone xxx

Ma hello lovely, we'll all help you get a grip I have Barry ready to keep you in check I hope the reception goes well tonight

Well done Just that is an awesome amount of money to raise, you rock

Wry if you have all the sw books then get them out and make a plan. I did not rejoin, just followed the programme myself, I did not want to spend the cash each week to attend class which is crazy really being so mean when I spent ££££ on wine still, its worked so far. The key is planning, I look at their website and magazines for meal inspiration and plan ahead a set number of meals I fancy that will suit family too. Curries are my recent fave. I make sure I do a shop that will cover them and away I go. Same principle as keeping the ww at bay, one day at a time, don't beat yourself up if you slip, plan to be busy and use distractions to help. Try to think of anything but food, but have plenty of 'syn free' foods at the ready. You really can eat tons and still lose weight, goodnesss knows how? but I eat loads. pin your worst pic on the kitchen wall and one of yourself when you were at a weight you liked. set a small target to start and don't expect massive losses every week. I lost a lot to start with then slowed down to 1 - 2lB a week which is very disheartening but remember every lB is one gone, and its less likely to come back than having a big loss on some fad diet like I am trying this last 7 days I should know better but what with slipping off the bus and stalling with the weight loss felt I needed something disciplined to kick start me. its final day today thank goodness as its been a mare! good luck

Hi babes been away a few days so reading as always but not posting. Sounds like we have a bus full of skinny minnies with all these pounds being dropped! As a life long dieter it helps keep me motivated thinking of the empty calories in wine, plus the hangover food...

Well done beaches nearly a week, and spanna now starting your third week :) Soc I love reading your posts, it very much reminds me that for all I don't want to stop drinking entirely, if I did I really wouldn't be losing anything. 100 plus days is fantastic :)

So going away was fine drink wise. I was af friday night, saturday I had just one glass of white which I enjoyed without craving more. I think that was more because I knew if I had more there was every chance I'd feel rough the next day and spoil it. But, there's always a but, last night we got home and shared a bottle of white. I had the lion's share as H doesn't really like white whereas it's my drink of choice. I've almost totally avoided it over the summer as I know even if I can control it I want more, and then it's miserable. So I've yet again confirmed to myself I cannot have bottles of wine, specifically white wine, in the house

isindie good to see you back. Sometimes that is all that matters - just climbing back aboard again and again and again.

This time of year always feels like a good time for new starts - reminds me of the start of a new term - the smell of new jotters and freshly sharpened pencils, new shoes and lovely white socks. All the mistakes of last year left behind, and a new class teacher who doesn't (yet) know any of my naughty habits.

Eek - did I kill the thread?

Yep, killed it stone dead . For me, the mention of new term and new shoes brought back haunting memories of crying in Clarkes, begging not to have to wear to ugly shoes.

the ugly shoes not to ugly shoes. I am so rubbish at proof reading.

How are you Venus?

Venus killed the thread!

Morning all.
Day 1 done and day 2 underway.
indie good to see you!

Well, today is Ds first day back at school. Will he go? We shall find out soon enough.
Have a good day all

Morning!

Day 4 today. Weight still stable as I couldn't run yesterday due to the bloody sciatica. Much easier today.

New term, new start. I like it! I love this time of year. When I was out with the dog yesterday, there was a definite sense of autumn in the air. A cool breeze. Longer shadows. I bought some September fash mags for inspiration. And I've decided to have my hair chopped off tomorrow instead of my usual boring trim - see attached!

Off to Cornwall on Friday - any suggestions on what to do in inclement weather with a two year old much appreciated. DH did an online order for the holiday cottage but I've gone back and removed the wine. I'm going there with good intentions. If I choose alcohol, I'll go out and buy it on the day. Having it in the house is far too much temptation.

Off out today to buy some clothes for the trip. Could be anything from sun dresses to hoodies looking at the weather!

Have a great day everyone x

Good morning all, off to have my hair done. Now on day 4, and feeling fairly relaxed.

I'm a hostage to the grey, there's a little mutinous bit of me that's shrieking "shave it off, g'wan, it's only hair...".

It would be so liberating. I'm pretty much silver under the tawny dye. Maybe in winter, when I can wear hats...if I get a bit thinner I won't look like such an arse.

eccles thank you so much! Raked my old books out last night and starting today. As ever, and like you, it never fails to amaze me how much you can eat. I really have to make an effort, I look in the mirror and barely recognise myself. Thank you for giving me a good awd nudge, I appreciate it xx

ma morning hen, how did your DS get on this morning? Is he on his way in? Hope he gets on okay today. Can't believe that's the holidays over again, it's flown by. Xx

venus was at the plaintive wee "did I kill the thread?" Sorry quine, I was a bit lazy yesterday, then got caught up in the circus that is Celebrity Big Brother. I don't watch the non celeb one, but get hopelessly hooked watching "celebrities" unravel a bit. . I meant to post bit it went on until after 1am. I hopelessly hooked already. Xx

spanna good morning my lovely, how are you today? Check you Miss Thing! Still going strong! Your new job sounds fab, I'm pleased you're paired up with someone with a similar mindset and loveliness. You'll be grand tomorrow sweetheart, lucky folk in that nursing home I say!

WB called again last night. He's going to the horse trials, "to take photographs" aye right. Well tough tit. He didn't bank on my little extravagance. I bought a membership pass, so if I need to get distance I can nip in the member's stand or tent. I shall be kept busy enough no doubt keeping my friends calm.

I'm going down with my friends in their lorry, he doesn't know where I'm staying, I'll be strong lovely spanna I promise. Last few times I had my hair done he turned up there too. My wee sanctuary. I wouldn't mind him coming to my happy places, but he tends to sour them with attitude or sulking. My hairdresser has seen me upset enough so she just gives him The Brow when he comes in. It's alar as if he must have a part in all areas of my life.

Never mind. Lovely hair, always makes me feel better!

Catch you later lovely babes, big bosies, xx

Hi babes. Well, it is day 7 here and while I am pleased to have made the week I am not feeling it yet. Guilty of expecting an instant fix to everything probably. Struggling to find the motivation to get the boys out and explore the new neighbourhood, it seems far easier just to stay at home. Anyway I am hoping writing it down will help give me a push. Sorry to be gloomy drawers.

Ma. Well done on day 2, that first day can be so elusive at times.

isinde a big birthday? Well done on getting that needle below the stone mark, one pound under is so uplifting.

Spanna. Completely agree with Wry, the nursing home is going to be blessed to have you. Good luck settling in to the new position babe, I am also uninspired when it comes to getting the filing up and running again - paperwork definitely requires my PA head which seems also lost in a box. (Had a sudden image of Wurzel and his changeable heads - showing age!) Have a good day treasure. X

Wry hope you feel fab after having your hair done, that indulgent membership pass will ensure you have your freedom. Good for you, hope you have a great time.

Annie hi babe, your 'skinny Minnie's' made me grin - one of my Dad's phrases. With the white wine thing, at least you know where the danger is for you. That reminder is helpful to reinforce what you already thought.

margaret Ooo like the new hair! (Not that I have the foggiest about the old hair ). I hope you have a lovely time in Cornwall, where abouts are you going? I lived there for a long time. If it rains there are lots of soft play type places but if the sun does come out I would recommend Lappa Valley Railway, such a lovely day out with little ones. Well done on cancelling the wine, a double difficulty on holiday.

baby hope you are ok babe, been quiet for a few days. Probably readjusting to the new routines again.

Soc were you always a closet runner or did you start recently? I sort of want to but am a self conscious novice. Any advice?

Well babes, I feel better just for talking to you!! Sorry to the many I have missed out. Have a good (rest of) day babes

wry enjoy the horse trials. is at Blair, or has that one been and gone?
Ds went off to school ok. fingers crossed he had a good day and goes back tomorrow.
Loving all the new hair. I have purple spikes right now. I look like a thistle!
a fat thistle

ma that made me laugh! Fat thistle! When Dd was three she called me a fat onion in a temper and was even crosser when I collapsed laughing! Anyway, am in work, need to get off mn but so unmotivated!

beaches Lappa Valley looks brilliant and ideal!! We're staying near to St Austell so near enough for a day out. Any other suggestion are very welcome! We're going to Eden Project and Helligon (sp?). We've got friends in Cornwall so know the area but it's been as a couple not with DD.

Hair is currently long, blondeish, thick and straight. But shapeless and mostly ends up in a pony tail or bun. I need something quick, easy and youthful. So I'm channelling Jennifer Lawrence. Despite the fact she's nearly 20 years my junior .

Like this ma ?? www.google.co.uk/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&docid=5n7t-QThwqbMwM&tbnid=vaKO2SSiO1YtjM:&ved=0CAUQjRw&url=http%3A%2F%2Fcaledonianmercury.com%2F2012%2F09%2F21%2F35313%2F0035313&ei=_WfzU97kO-XK0QWiioCYCw&bvm=bv.73231344,d.ZG4&psig=AFQjCNHRpCwyVMDsADAhqKLbKY9FCP4upg&ust=1408547153988912

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Oh I give up!

I've no idea what I linked to. I'll probably get banned.