Hi everyone!
Oh no Saturn, what a fecking c**k! Why would u know, was it written on his forehead!! 
Ladygaga your date sounds lovely, wish felt like that......sadly I do not 
He came to mine left his car n we caught the bus to the Xmas market, it was like being with a good friend but I felt absolutely nothing for him and as the night wore on his jokes started to irritate me. I'd not been feeling very well and I used it as my get out clause because we got back to mine at 9.00 and Watched tv for awhile. He then started kissing me and it just made me feel even more nauseous!
I told him I needed to go to bed alone and he was very gentlemanly and left. Very very wrong but bless him he said as he was leaving 'your special, we can take it slow' 

