Welcome to the new Babes - Pink, that post was really inspiring :) You seem like a whole new Babe since last week. Thank you for being honest with me about the giving up drinking question.
It's not easy to actually sit down and think long and hard about what it is you really do want - drink in moderation or not at all because you can't moderate, or trust the WW to bugger off after one glass! Now all you have to do is to decide when that time will be if you've not already, I've kind of skimmed the last few pages because it's not the best of internet connections here! 
You're doing great though, really you are so much more boingy of late :) xxx
Purps! - how are things? I saw that you'd had a glass of wine that lead to a bottle etc...... how are you doing now? :) xxx
Well done Lonni for keeping at it! FAB! :)
To those who are drinking, as Pink perfectly said, you won't be judged here, it's not how we roll...... there's so much support on this Bus that it bursts out at the seams some days!
We're all at different stages of drinking or not on here and that's what makes it work, we can all relate to someone, we've all been in someone else's shoes at one point or another, we've all woke at 3am with regret weighing heavily on our mind, angry that we had so much to drink, disappointed that we undid all of our hard work, feeling sick, sweating or needing to use the toilet again..... waking with a fuggy head, shaky and not wanting to parent or go to work.... we've all been the last one standing and drinking and we've all made an arse of ourselves at one time or another.
The thing is, because we all have those things in common, we can support one another because we know how it feels to be a complete tit in front of others, puke at a party, fall over or off something..... the shame of the next day was never enough for me to stop. Regret soon faded away, embarrassment became an easy one to make up an excuse for, "I hadn't eaten, my meds had affected me more etc......" And of course the hidden drinks, one glass in the kitchen before taking the bottle through to share with DH, buying 2 of the same wine and hiding one.............
I stopped because of Nemo. Not when he was born, but when I picked him up drunk one night and DH stepped in and actually told me to go to bed after taking him off me. 
THAT was the slap of reality that I needed to stop me killing myself day after day and it's one I will be ever grateful for :)
So stay on the Bus, share as much as you like, read, chat about anything you like, after all, it's our daily lives that lead/push/convince some of us to drink isn't it?
Keep going Babes :) - Sorry not to NC you all, I will read back once the internet connection is better!
We're off to the beach today with a bit of luck! Send nice weather vibes our way please!
Bye for now xxx