I was so determined to attempt sleep last night that I put my phone away. Managed 1.5 hours maybe? Still no acrobat to cuddle, just increasingly bad pain so am going to have to go back to hospital as things feel totally unbearable. I wish I could hop out of my body even for half an hour.
I've been snuggling acrobats blankets, since yesterday morning actually.
I really want the end of this journey to be today. I'm exhausted and hurt. Now the worst headache ever since around midnight and feels like my chest and throat are being squeezed too.
It is a lovely day, fresh after rain and sunny now.
I hope they contemplate inducing me now, I don't want to be stuck in this stage, I don't have the energy and can't manage the everywhere pain.
On a positive the midwife yesterday commented on how lovely and delicate my ankles are still.... I think the word is cankles (?) for a lot of women in pregnancy but mine are just like normal.
I am so glad of all this love and care and support winging its way to me. I promise I will let you all know what is going on.