i have name changed as am quite embarrassed about this. i have recently met a new man after being single for several years. we have been talking about sex (not ready yet) and he has mentioned that he really enjoys doing the 69. i have never tried it, and in fact have had an issue with giving blow jobs in the past as i was coerced into it when i was a teenager. i have told him this, and he has assured me that if i dont want to do it then he wont expect me to (phew) but i would lie to be able to at least try it as i now he enjoys it. my big issue is that i really dont now how to do it properly, and am not sure if i will even be able. is there anything i can do to get over this issue???