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why wont he stand up for me

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holliec · 23/05/2006 21:00

directed here as i posted in step parenting and was advised to post here.long story..married 2nd time for 6 years,husband had 3 kids full time,i had 3 .have done everything for all the kids.husband is basically a bully,i have never been allowed to tell his daughter off,althiugh he shouts and swears at my son,9,the other 2 girls have now left.he has beaten me in front of all of them a few times,his eldest,now left home was whooping with delight.3 years ago he was diagnosed with NHL.I am the only worker in the house,have internet business on which i work at least 17 hours a day.his children are allowed to do ANYTHING .the 13 yr old daughter ignores me completely and wants me out (i pay for everything)on sunday my 9 yr old went to a presentation for football and won top prize,i was so proud i nearly burst.when we got home he ignored us and i told him he1d won and he said,in front of his giggling daughter,why should i be interested,your only interested in HIM.For the 1st four years together i attended every match both his sons played,rain or shine.it has reached a point where i wanted to sell up,he is refusing to leave and him and his daughter trat me like crap.i spend most of my time in my bedroom.she wrote a 4 page letter saying how she would do anything to get rid of me,how i was a fing this etc.ive never raised my voice to her.my husb.just bullys me and is currently trying to force me to leave by being so awful,i go.i have done everything i can for our family.ive wasted 6 years,put everything in and have just been used.i havent been out for over 3 years,have no friends and feel desparate.

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Kathlean · 23/05/2006 23:09

I'm off to bed now, good luck for tomorrow just remember you are a much better person than him.

holliec · 23/05/2006 23:10

goodnight.im about to start work now.got to fund my leaving account.

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Hoopoe · 23/05/2006 23:14

Holliec, you deserve so much better. My thoughts are with you tonight and wishing you strength for tomorrow.

Xavielli · 23/05/2006 23:20

Holliec, My thoughts and prayers are with you.

{{Hugs}}

holliec · 23/05/2006 23:24

thank,talking about this is such a relief.people always say how on earth do you work ,look after my husband and all the kids(especially when there was 6 at home) but inside i just wished i could run and never come back with my kids.i expected problems with step children but not what i got.my kids are polite respectful and if they were naughty they got told off .the girls did well at school and im very proud of them.his older son is into drugs,thinks hes some sort of ghetto gangsta,which around here is ridiculous.he recently borrowed 800 as he and his mate hadnt paid their community charge.my husband willingly handed it over,easy when its not you`re hard earned money.i was too scared to rock the boat and object.he never bothers with his father for months on end except when hes in trouble.when he was seriously ill in hospital he never visited him .but at least he left home,which was a godsend for me

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holliec · 23/05/2006 23:28

his 16 year old son has just rolled in drunk.his GCSE s started today..nothing will be said by his dad.he can do anything he wants.i definatly want out.i would be so much happier...and richer

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Tortington · 23/05/2006 23:31

when are you leaving?

lou33 · 23/05/2006 23:31

leave him now

holliec · 23/05/2006 23:36

i was looking at rental properties the other day,so i will book to go and see it.im going to have to be really secretive about this and squirrel money away.i will definatly see a solicitor so i know my rights.he will get really nasty if he finds out ive gone anywhere behind his back .i dont know when i can get set to leave but at least i feel that i can wheras before tonight i just did what i was told

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Tortington · 23/05/2006 23:39

go to council emergency homeless tomorrow. you and your kids will be housed somewhere secretly if you tell them about the abuse. - 6-8 weeks later you will have a house.

8 weeks you could be free as a bird.
no excuses you need to leave.

holliec · 23/05/2006 23:45

my work is from home where i have a large room full of stock.i need to work and cant fall behind with my business,so i need to get myself a place and move it all out as i need to keep it up and running to support me and my son,my daughters have both left home.one works for me,so both our livlihoods are on the line.ive spent 18 months working very long hours to get it running and its too good to lose.i can live with his silence and his daughter blanking me if i know its not forever

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AttilaTheMeerkat · 24/05/2006 07:23

"i can live with his silence and his daughter blanking me if i know its not forever"

But there's no end in sight yet is there?. The longer you stay with him the harder it will be for you to actually make the break.

This man has damaged everyone whom he has come into contact with.

Put your stock into secure storage. Seek legal advice from the CAB/a solicitor and run the business elsewhere. If you have a good buisness plan a bank will help you start up elsewhere.

holliec · 24/05/2006 07:54

the business is home based ,my worry is him being vindictive and ruining it or throwing it out as he will be jealous.i hoped he would wake up in a more calmer frame of mind but one look from him this morning said it all.he has taken the kids to the bus stop and i am nearly crying and it takes alot to do that.it is my daughters 18th so it should be a happy day,shes visiting today.i wont let his piggish manner spoil it.later today i wil ring a solicitor and book an appointment.i feel sick and am very shaky,today i will take deep breathes and take control of my life.the house seems irrelevant now.sod him,he can rot in it.........morning all,hope you have a good day

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giddy1 · 24/05/2006 08:09

wishing you and yours all the very best!!!!!!!!
Grab every chance of freedom .
The barriers you have are all material.
Millions of people have lived on this earth with only the clothes they stand in.
Your Mother would be more affacted to know that you allowed yourself to live so unhappily
Life is a bit of a waste if you are going to hate every day of it.
Find a way and run...........
Well done to your son and I hope your daughter has a brilliant 18th.
{{{{{{Smile}}}}}}

Angsthase · 24/05/2006 09:26

Get legal advise then make your escape plan to get yourself, your son and your business out of there ASAP and STICK to it.

When he's being a manipulative wanker draw comfort from what he doesn't know about - your new future.

Good luck. Thinking of you.

nicnack2 · 24/05/2006 09:27

Hope today is Ok and happy birthday to your daughter. Thinking of you

Kathlean · 24/05/2006 10:58

How do you do your business? Phone, e-mail, letter?

Do a standard letter to ALL of your customers notifying them that unless they hear from you personally to ignore any correspondance, cancellations etc. Ask them to contact you immediately if they have any queries or if they receive any unusual messages so that you can reassure them.

Buy a mobile and use that for your official number in the contact letter and not let your H know about it or set up a new e-mail address that he knows nothing about. Take copies of all your work stuff, contacts finances etc off the PC and store them safe with the rest of your othe rimportant docs so you have back up if he trashes your PC

Also if you want help shifting stuff at short notice I am happy to help (I only have a micra though). Best bet would be a man (big hairy looking scary fella) and a van who you can warn to ignore any shit from you H.

Blu · 24/05/2006 11:08

Holliec - go to a solicitor now and get an eviction order or an injunction, if you can. Please seek immediate legal advice - a man who beats you while his older son whoops with delight is a criminal, is sick and is inhuman, Custy is right, you should not expose your won children to him for a moment longer.
I feel for you, and hope you and your kids ive a better life very soon.

catsmother · 24/05/2006 12:11

I really can't add much more to the wise words everyone else has said, but remember this: it does NOT matter one jot what "people" think if you leave an ill man. Being ill does not confer some sort of saint status upon sufferers ..... if they are bastards to start with, then they will simply be an ill bastard. Do you see what I mean ?

For those people you truly care about - close friends and relatives of yours, tell them the truth once you've split. Anyone who cares about you will be shocked and horrified at his duplicity, you will be believed and his "apparent" niceness in public (typical of anm abuser) will make what you say all the more shocking and make them want to help, care and protect you all the more.

Please please seek that legal advice ..... the Police, Social Services, the CAB, WomensAid, a solicitor ..... get as much information as you can. Forewarned is forearmed as they say. I know that your immediate instinct may be to leave yourself - and I can fully understand you wanting to do this, and indeed actually doing this if you fear for your safety - but as you own the house and he is a recorded violent abuser, I would seek advice about getting him and his revolting disgusting contemptuous brats out. I am not sure how/if this can be done ...... but it seems extraordinary that you - the victim - should have to leave your home.

Oh - I know it's easier said that done and from what you've written the vile pig won't go ...... but, I wonder, can the police/solicitor/courts not help you with an emergency injunction, which, when served, gives him x hours notice to get out ? And while this is going on, can you have a friend or relative to stay (even on the sofa) to ensure no repeated violence and/or damage to your property.

You absolutely do not deserve to live like this. The fact he has cancer is irrelevant. He may be entitled to be angry about this but if that is what behind his violence towards you that is no excuse. I would also say that he is emotionally abusing your child ..... to belittle him, put him down, ignore him etc is terribly damaging. Your child will probably also have picked up on your fear ... no matter how well you think you hide it.

You owe this disgusting excuse of a "man" no consideration, no obligation, and none to his nightmare children either. What you have done already for this nightmare brood and have put up with is already far above and beyond the call of duty.

Ok .... as you are married, no doubt you will face a claim for some of your property's equity. But increasingly, this is usually 50% (as a starting point for negotiation) of any equity increase since you married, not since you actually bought the property (if before). Please please get that advice - this situation is appalling.

Xavielli · 24/05/2006 17:03

How are you feeling this afternoon Hollie?

Hope your daughter is having a lovely 18th!

holliec · 24/05/2006 23:23

feeling ok,thanks for asking.i gave my daughter her birthday money.she was really happy and that was what mattered .he locked himself away in the bedroom when she came round .i have found a solicitor who specialises in family law and they are very close.business is really booming and ive been dispatching stuff all day.hes being an arrogant pig,just sneering at me and pretending i dont exist.he took all my clothes out of the machine and threw them on the kitchen floor and stormed off but i had to laugh as when i picked them up his best t shirt was underneath them and was covered in odd coco pops the kids had dropped at breakfast time,my granddaughter is ill so im minding her tommorrow at my daughters place.i have realised that its like this because i let it be.by sweeping it all under the carpet ive given the green light to being treated like a doormat.he thinks a few days of blanking me will wear me down but its like a spoilt kid and i look at him and think you stupid sod,your a sorry little twat.i did sort out all my documents today and have put them together safely away.this is the only adult form of chat ive had,except work talk for years.hes always discouraged friends and says i should never discuss anything between us with other people.quite obviously as he doesnt want his real self exposed.so all in all i`m slowly moving foward,thanks to gaining strength and self belief from all your advice

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Angsthase · 25/05/2006 08:45

Glad you're sounding a bit more positive today. Keep looking towards the future and remember you're strong and he can do nothing to stop you.

CaptainDippy · 25/05/2006 08:58

Thoughts and prayers are with you. xxxx

Tortington · 25/05/2006 11:29

the do that. seperate you from friends and family, tell you not to talk about stuff - thereby normalising their behaviour as becuase you cant get any balance of information to the contrary - you think its normal - its not normal.

please do as was suggested earlier and change you work contact details it was a very good post with great advice.

Notquitesotiredmum · 25/05/2006 12:32

Holliec

Just found your thread and wanted to add lots of support to you and your family. You are an amazing person to care for your children so fantastically whilst coping with all this.

Just a thought. If you do change your business address (so that all cheques/mail be sent elsewhere), then get the Post Office to redirect your mail. You can pay for them to do this for 12 months, I think - doesn't cost much - so that if your customers accidentally send to your old address then the mail will be forwarded by the Post Office for you and not arrive at home first.