Try again shall we..... ?
Evening, tis me, Mouse
Emin - I'm so sorry to read about your DD but as Baby said, she will get to where she needs to be somehow, it will happen, maybe just not the way that you all planned? I'm sorry that you are so upset though sweetheart, it's not nice when things are out of your control xx
LRD - why are you sorry for checking back in? You're doing something about it aren't you? So, sit down, grab a 
and be you for a while. Just you. 
xx
Baby - Crohns and alcohol. One of my closest friends had Crohns (as well as other bowel issues) and has just had her entire bowel removed. I'm so scared for her but she has hit every wall in her way, clambered over it pissed as you like, and come to this. She hated giving up alcohol, hated it. BUT - she's alive, she's still in hospital (her op was only last week) and says that she has never felt so WELL now that all the disease, toxins, and poison has gone and that the, pain the tragically embarrassing moments of her shitting herself with poo and blood will never happen again is simply amazing.
The alcohol was a real nail in the coffin for her long before she knew the extent of her illnesses. Once the body is weak, alcohol just takes a hold. I should know, morphine fucks with your immune system in a huge way so when I am ill, I'm ill!!
I hope that you find the book useful in so many ways, I can relate to and have used alcohol as an add on to my pain meds, to help them along. Your drugs are hardcore, and WILL take their toll on other organs, your liver and kidneys for sure.
I hope that they are considering giving you something to counterbalance your meds?
I take Renitidine for my stomach and have had Lansoperzole too, to help protect the lining due to the amount of Ibuprofen I take.
Good luck with the tests sweetheart, I'm not trying to scare you, I'm trying to say I understand, I understand and I empathise with you so very much xxxx
Posting so I don't lose this!! Back in a mo