All works better than ever, lucky I got away with it
Glad to hear it, open. I'm very grateful I can say the same. But after I had my surgery nothing 'worked' for a while and it was awful. I completely lost my libido and felt sexually numbed - both emotionally and physically. I felt like I'd lost a really important part of who I am as a woman and I was worried it was going to be like that forever, but it was actually completely psychological and a reaction to having surgery.
Anyway, I won't keep going off thread.
world I have heard that they have to manufacture smaller condoms for the Chinese market.
Ariel, I agree and think some of the comments are couched very harshly and make me feel sorry for this man, too. We take issue with the objectification of women yet some think it's fine to dismiss this man as a partner because of one aspect of his anatomy. It is cruel.
However, the OP is clearly a nice person who is a bit agonised about it, and I agree with world that she doesn't deserve a flaming. Sexuality is deeply personal and what works for us is a complex mix of anatomy (oneself's and and one's partner's), upbringing, experience, and possibly even genetics. Look at the variation in fantasies, styles, pace and techniques that work for different people in bed.
Sex also has aspects that relate to all the senses, visual stimuli are very important for lots of people, not just tactile. Everyone has a right to what works for them. Penis size is a big issue (no pun intended) and larger ones are seen as more desirable in our society, particularly by men themselves. There are probably few men, even those in happy fulfilling sexual relationships who wouldn't take another inch if a genie jumped out of a bottle and offered it to them.
The most important thing is that everyone has a right to desire and seek what works for them sexually without being judged by others. This includes the OP. In society men with smaller penises probably have more to overcome than those with larger ones, both in terms of pleasing their partners and maintaining their own self esteem. It's cruel, but only in the same way as it's cruel that some are born with the set of physical features considered beautiful and desirable in society and some are not.
What really matters is that in sexual matters people deal with others in ways that are kind and decent, while at the same time according themselves a right to seek their own pleasure.