Morning ladies,
Ive so busy with a project at work and trying to make the best of the nice weather that i havent been updating on here much, but i am very low this morning.......
Arsewipe has been contacting me from his new number, his other phone was cut off, saying how sorry he is about everything etc and that he wants to be friends.... I stupidly agreed to meet with him for a drink , as he seemed to be getting himself together, but then he starts saying that he is really struggling for money as a customer hasn't paid and is having to redo a part of the job. So i state the obvious its not really my problem etc, then i get a tirade of a abuse, im a c*t, a controlling bastard, i want it all my way, a finger pointing in my face, basically had to get up from the chair and leave tears streaming down my face, and when i looked back he mouthed fk off you c*t. I was in bits.
He has recently moved into a small house, which he rents alone and i was under the impression things were ok for him, and he was turning his live around a bit, the OW is out of the picture for the moment (i dont know how long that will last) but he looked desperate last night that same look he had when he came round the house, climbing the fence demanding money.
Since i got back there have been a string of texts between us, i never normally engage like that but i was so upset i did, i said a few nasty things about him and the OW but nothing horrible, but he said to me 'I will never forget that you wouldn't help me and wont let you get away with it' now he probably doesn't mean it but i feel really scared by that and haven't been able to sleep all night.
Its my fault i know, but i just needed to know that im not alone xxx