Yes, Ruby, you are. But you are my geek xx
I'm okay, really. Just hungover. Bacon sarnie and a mug of tea to start the day. 
My friend has told me it's a new moon tonight. What better time to start a list? I'm going to have a nice warm bath once the boiler (yes, the 4 weeks old boiler) is fixed, with a glass of N&T and do my list.
I need to empty my head, get it all out and then talk to DH.
He's so low and fed up, I think in a way I've let him bring me down. Not his fault but I kind of feel like I have enough to cope with, let alone his troubles but that makes me feel bad.
Selfish even. But last night proved my point. I can't let him or life bring me down. I should worry about things I can control and change, not things I can't.
So at 9.03am, I called the heating company nad told them if they didn't come to fix the boiler today, they'd find a family of four in their offices, asking to use the facilities and to keep warm
Engineer will be here after lunch.
Then I cancelled appts that I've ignored for weeks, ordered an on-line shop, done two loads of waashng and lit the wood burner.
Sleep deprivation is a big factor with me and I guess because Nemo has actually been sleeping, I let my guard down.
It's just one thing after another, you know? We've all been here. I thought I was safe. I thought that the Bus door was locked so I couldn't fall out.
You are all bloody brilliant and help me so much xxxx