Morning, Carrie you didn't put your foot in it
you only said what you thought and that is exactly why i told you the full story because you were spot on with your thoughts. Although i am possitive there is nobody on the scene again. Yeah right you all say. But i am trusting my instict and taking his word so i like to go with that.
Nicola i think you sound like you manage your boys so well but when there are other distractions and things to add into the equations it makes everything so much harder and your body just refuses to cope sooner or later. I think you just need this little spell you are going through.
You have had a fair amount of things on your plate, with your brothers wedding and school and this pigin coil and then topped with the summer hols which we all tear our hair out.
I think you will be just fine now you are telling how you feel. Works bloody wonders that does. I really rate telling the world your not doing so well.
i am an expert at it.
Well i don't take any meds now but did at the start of my little breakdown and now owe my steep learning curve to talking and telling who ever will listen how i feel. Its rather liberating after bottling it all up.
I feel tons better and washed and blow dried my hair yesterday after wearing in a ponytail for ages and Ben told asked me what i had done. He said it looked lush 
See i could not even be bothered to wash it before.
So what i am trying to say is. I think your just getting some signals to tell you that you need to shout out and say your feeling crap and let people listen. Your dh will be like mine and so surprised because like me you always cope and get on with it and never let anyone done.
I will shut up now and not say anymore on the matter but we are all here to listen and i think its the best tonic ever. xxxxxxxxxx