suppose I'm just after some reassurance and not to feel like the worst person in the world right now.
just recently found out I'm 6 weeks pregnant, I currently have 2 boys. A 3 year old and a 2 year old. My 3 year old is being diagnosed with Level 3 autism and severe learning difficulties. My 2 year old is also awaiting assessment for ASD. Both my children is non verbal and is fully dependent on me and their dad to meet their everyday needs. They have no understanding of danger or infact don't have much understanding of anything really.
my 3 year old only sleeps around 3 hours a night and has self injury behaviour and severe meltdowns.
i know bringing a new baby in to this world would be unfair on everyone, but why do I literally hate myself for booking in for termination of pregnancy, I just know I struggle everyday as life can be so hard and I can't imagine doing it with a newborn baby.
am I making the wrong decision