i have my scan tomorrow at 2.30, anxiety starting to get very high now, its a bit surreal preparing to be told that a heartbeat has stopped and hoping that baby a is still thriving. I hate saying it but if baby b is not going to make it i hope it happens sooner rather than later as past trimester 1 it can be even more complicated for the surviving baby.
I am praying for at least one healthy heartbeat tomorrow and of course would love 2 heartbeats and be told all will be ok but thats overly optimistic