20 week scan is finished!! And all was totally perfect and fine! Feeling pretty good :D I have somehow managed to hedge my bets with the sex- the sonographer was absolutely lovely and I was chatting about my indecisiveness and he said he would write it down and put it in an envelope if I wanted, and I was like oh ok YES please! And actually now I have it, the curiosity has calmed down a little! I know I can find out when I want to- if I want to. And so I feel much better and happy.
This is my bump- it is so small haha but I was pretty small to begin with and FTM so I'm not particularly bothered. I can still get away with just having eaten a big pizza.