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Pregnant after Loss and Dreaming of Rainbows - 5

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Avocuddles · 16/07/2020 18:03

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Whiffle77 · 03/09/2020 12:31

@Bellsx 37wks (due 20/08/20)⁣
@Rachael321 Baby boy has arrived
@SammiLou2312 37wks⁣ (induction due 03/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@Hoping2020 35wks (due 13/09/20)⁣
@Knotemma 37wks⁣ (due 23/09/20)⁣ SURPRISE
@LilMrsS 31wks (due 24/09/20)⁣
@didslysquiddlydoo 35wks (26/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@TunnocksTcake 37 wks (due 26/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@avocuddles 36wks (due 27/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@Sunflower1608 32wks with twins (due 28/09/20)⁣ GIRL & BOY
@SunStruck 33wks (due 28/09/20)⁣⁣
@Scout20 31wks due 29/09/20)⁣
@Littlegoth 36 weeks (csection booked 09/09/20) BOY
@HighHopes20 25wks (due 03/10/20)⁣⁣
@Treaclepie19 35wks (due 07/10/20)⁣⁣ GIRL
@tmc14 34wks (due 11/10/20)⁣ GIRL
@Hagster 33wks (due 12/10/20)⁣⁣ SURPRISE
@DressingGown87 18wks (due 20/10/20)⁣ GIRL
@rachelrainbow 23wks (due 28/10/20)⁣
@teaandtantrums90 13wks (due 05/11/20)⁣
@AnxiousLady1 30wks (due 07/11/20)⁣ BOY
@Shefliesonherownwings 30wks (due 09/11/20)⁣ BOY
@MrsG3 28wks (due 16/11/20) GIRL
@MysteriousSheep 19wks (due 21/11/20)
@Whiffle77 27wks (due 02/12/20)⁣ SURPRISE
@MOGMOGMOG85 27wks (due 05/12/20) BOY
@footprintsintheslow 21 wks (due 10/01/21)
@turquoisebaby 19 weeks (due 24/01/21)BOY

I'm so far behind, im sorry - things are crazy and for some reason this fell off my "im on" list so I lost it...just updating my weeks, will try and catch up properly soon. Due date for MC next week, I hope to be a bit more present after that.
So many people classed as full term now, congratulations to you all! Good luck @sammilou2312 I hope all goes well.

@mogmogmog85 your boss is a tw@ - good advice from the girls so far. I hope you are feeling better today!

MOGMOGMOG85 · 04/09/2020 06:02

Good luck today @Treaclepie19!

@Whiffle77 I did think you were prob just busy, sorry for dragging you back haha! Good to hear you are ok, and sorry for your upcoming anniversary xx

Thanks @footprintsintheslow and everyone else who wanted to punch my boss in the face haha! So I used my day off on Wednesday to draft an email listing chronologically things that have happened with relation to the refusal to do a risk assessment to me, and sent it to the (kinda) HR lady, my boss, and his boss. 20 mins later he marched out to where I was working and stormed towards me shouting "Down tools, you're coming with me - NOW". I stood my ground and said calmly "gosh, sounds ominous!" and laughed, at which he suddenly changed his tone and became more friendly and explained that I needed to sign some out of date risk assessments. There had clearly been a frantic struggle between him and his boss to get things in order. I signed all the (normal) risk assessments and then he signed off this ad hoc risk assessment that I'd done myself weeks ago that he'd refused to sign and had kept making me do (well, asking me to do and me refusing mostly) stuff on the "red" list that I'd compiled (heavy lifting etc). He went really over the top and has restricted me to 5 activities: weeding, edging, raking, dead-heading and pruning. He took pleasure in telling me I can't use a barrow in case it's too heavy, and I said "how and I going to transport my tools" (because carrying them by hand is heavier!) but he refused to budge, so I'm going to have to take one tool out with me at a time, carry it, and then bring it back in as soon as I'm finished because its a H&S risk to leave your tools lying around (hence the barrow to keep the area tidy) and I bet he'd absolutely love to jump on me now for 'breaking the rules'. He also threatened me that if anything changes with my pregnancy health wise (i.e. doctor reveals a new risk) and I dont inform them IMMEDIATELY then they are not liable for any risk to me. Lol lol lol. Incredible what an email can do. Even though I have been slightly restricted unnecessarily I'm actually reasonably happy - its the time of year for starting to rake leaves and soon I'll be starting the big winter cut down and prune so there's plenty I can do, and no-one is going to keep asking me to do random stuff with the hedge-trimmer or get me to mow all day etc. He tried to give me a bit of "you might have cost me my job" and I bit my tongue on "YOU might have cost you your job" and simply said all I want is a risk assessment. I offered to speak to management to make that clear and he absolutely crapped himself and was like "no no no" (he HATES me talking to management). Him and his boss were in a fluster for a couple of hours trying to smear and blame each other for various things, then their boss (next level up) rang me and I had an annoyingly slimy phone call with him where he tried not to say anything which would directly admit discrimination (I made clear that I had been discriminated against on every level, but said all I want is a bloody (didn't swear) risk assessment and now magically it's been done when it was being repeatedly refused before) and he was trying to make out how I'm an extra anxious mother because of my previous miscarriage. I just let him get on with it. Likewise my boss was trying to re-write history and pretend that he had asked me to do x, or y to get a risk assessment done but I wasn't having any of it and kept correcting him about what actually happened. I also have a witness to some of it. His boss sent me this really sanitised and bland email trying to keep me in my place, and after a few hours everyone had settled down as they realised I wasn't going to crucify them and they could probably just brush all this under the carpet and get away with it.

Irritating but also now my boss is suddenly being really really aware of everything he says to me, he's suddenly being super friendly where he was basically veering into bullying behaviour before, and I don't think he'll be fighting me over absurd stuff - hopefully not in the next weeks anyway and I can have an easy life now until I go off (8 weeks!). And suddenly I'm not expected to do anything risky or overwork myself during my pregnancy. But yeah my organisation is so annoyingly run, as I can now see from some of your replies about how this would be taken super seriously at your places of work. I imagine for example my boyfriends law firm in central London would probably have axed someone for all that - safer for them!

Ugh. After all that I realised I hadn't felt baby Errol kicking all day (just 3 little kicks all day) and at 7.30 I cracked and phoned the midwives and went into the hospital. They had a listen and all was ok, plus he started shunting me repeatedly in the cervix and bladder (I don't know why but this is the only place I can feel him with my anterior placenta! Sometimes I feel him a little higher up but it's so faint in comparison I have to be really concentrating!) whilst I was in the waiting room! Knackered though as there was a bit of a wait. I might be being referred for an additional scan just in case, which is reassuring.

It's Friday! Yay!

@SammiLou2312 crossing my fingers for a positive update from you soon!!! Hope you're doing ok! xx

Knotemma · 04/09/2020 08:20

@MOGMOGMOG85 I'm so pleased you've had a positive outcome, even if it's taken far to long and too much stress. Sometimes you just have to put the fear into them! Hopefully now that there are clear guidelines you'll have a lot less trouble.

footprintsintheslow · 04/09/2020 09:08

@MOGMOGMOG85 thank god for that. But if anything changes and you need to send the heavies in I'm sure we are all willing to do go down there and kick some ass.
Are you going back to work after your Mat leave?

Whiffle77 · 04/09/2020 10:24

Thats good @MOGMOGMOG85 they are very lucky you haven't taken it further though, you could have been a lot worse! Not long to go now though - I am on countdown!

Anon20something · 04/09/2020 13:17

37 weeks tomorrow and only a week to go before my induction next Saturday! Had my last midwife appointment and baby boy is engaged! Eek! Also today is my last day at work before starting maternity leave, everyone has been so lovely and I just feel so emotional! With lily I didn’t get to have the nice farewell and excitement, so this is all new! Feeling super emotional about it, super nervous and cautiously optimistic too. Not long!

footprintsintheslow · 04/09/2020 19:13

@Anon20something congratulations on your last day and I'm glad it was made special for you. Do you have plans for the next few weeks?

I've been having a spurt of energy today and been very productive with a steam cleaner. I popped on my 'birth playlist' and it's all my favourite songs in the world. Music is so uplifting isn't it!

Plus I ordered 5 of my favourite (hard to come by vegan) chocolate bars which arrived today so I'm going to tuck into one of those and crochet tonight. Then camping tomorrow.

I feel amazing lol...hope it lasts!

Anon20something · 04/09/2020 20:17

@footprintsintheslow thank you! Sounds like you’re having a great and well deserved relaxing start to the weekend!! Got nothing planned apart from finally getting around to sorting the nursery! I can’t believe I’m getting induced in a week 😬 got lots of tightenings, cramp and feeling super uncomfortable so I’m actually a bit nervous that things happen before then!

SammiLou2312 · 05/09/2020 08:10

Hi everyone. Just a quick update as I am exhausted (I've only had 3 hours sleep in last 3 days lol) but I wanted to let you all know that baby Amelia was born yesterday afternoon 🥰 surprisingly she only weighs 6lb 10oz - so much for a chunky monkey lol. Thank you for all the well wishes and good luck to you all xx

Pregnant after Loss and Dreaming of Rainbows - 5
Whiffle77 · 05/09/2020 08:34

Oh @SammiLou2312 congratulations 💞💞💞 she is just perfect!! Sending you so much love. Hope you manage to try and catch up on a bit of sleep!

Treaclepie19 · 05/09/2020 08:53

Massive congratulations @SammiLou2312!! ❤❤
I hope you can manage a bit of sleep.

MOGMOGMOG85 · 05/09/2020 09:13

Wow @SammiLou2312 she is so so beautiful!!! Oh my goodness, so precious - congratulations, and well done for getting through the birth in one piece!!! I do hope you can get - if not loads of rest - a bit more than 3 hours, very soon! Take care and all the best xxxxx

Anon20something · 05/09/2020 09:19

Congratulations @SammiLou2312 ❤️

AnxiousLady1 · 05/09/2020 09:40

Congratulations @Sammilou2312!! I was thinking of you all yesterday hoping there'd be an update soon. She looks beautiful. I love her name as well. Be sure to try and get some more rest, and do pop back on to tell us all about the birth and how you're getting on when you've had more rest. Xxx

Knotemma · 05/09/2020 09:44

@SammiLou2312 she's absolutely beautiful. Fingers crossed for a bit more rest for you, congratulations on you gorgeous girl

tmc14 · 05/09/2020 10:44

Congratulations @SammiLou2312 she’s perfect ❤️ I reckon that’s a good weight for 37 weeks! Just imagine if you’d gone to 42!! Hope you get some rest and enjoy the gorgeous cuddles with Amelia. xx

SunStruck · 05/09/2020 11:08

Oh congratulations @SammiLou2312 !!! She is so beautiful - well done 😊 hope you get some rest now.

Hope all you other ladies are good too, I can't believe the first babies are starting to pop through! 🥰 I am nearly 37 weeks and am worried I don't feel any Braxton Hicks at all (or anything else for that matter... if it wasn't for my belly I could have just not been pregnant?! I know I'm lucky in some ways as I feel completely normal but it just feels like nothing will 'start' naturally for me if you know what I mean?!

We have an induction date set for October 6th if nothing starts naturally (I'll be 41+1 then). Hopefully something will happen before that 🙄

Updating weeks...

@Bellsx 37wks (due 20/08/20)⁣
@Rachael321 Baby boy has arrived
@SammiLou2312 37wks⁣ (induction due 03/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@Hoping2020 35wks (due 13/09/20)⁣
@Knotemma 37wks⁣ (due 23/09/20)⁣ SURPRISE
@LilMrsS 31wks (due 24/09/20)⁣
@didslysquiddlydoo 35wks (26/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@TunnocksTcake 37 wks (due 26/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@avocuddles 36wks (due 27/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@Sunflower1608 32wks with twins (due 28/09/20)⁣ GIRL & BOY
@SunStruck 36wks (due 28/09/20)⁣⁣
@Scout20 31wks due 29/09/20)⁣
@Littlegoth 36 weeks (csection booked 09/09/20) BOY
@HighHopes20 25wks (due 03/10/20)⁣⁣
@Treaclepie19 35wks (due 07/10/20)⁣⁣ GIRL
@tmc14 34wks (due 11/10/20)⁣ GIRL
@Hagster 33wks (due 12/10/20)⁣⁣ SURPRISE
@DressingGown87 18wks (due 20/10/20)⁣ GIRL
@rachelrainbow 23wks (due 28/10/20)⁣
@teaandtantrums90 13wks (due 05/11/20)⁣
@AnxiousLady1 30wks (due 07/11/20)⁣ BOY
@Shefliesonherownwings 30wks (due 09/11/20)⁣ BOY
@MrsG3 28wks (due 16/11/20) GIRL
@MysteriousSheep 19wks (due 21/11/20)
@Whiffle77 27wks (due 02/12/20)⁣ SURPRISE
@MOGMOGMOG85 27wks (due 05/12/20) BOY
@footprintsintheslow 21 wks (due 10/01/21)
@turquoisebaby 19 weeks (due 24/01/21)BOY

footprintsintheslow · 05/09/2020 11:45

@SammiLou2312 that's the cutest picture I've ever seen of a baby even including all the baby pictures I have of my own lol!!!

didslysquiddlydoo · 05/09/2020 13:32

Ahhhh congratulations @SammiLou2312 she's beautiful!!! 💕

It's so lovely and special to start seeing some births on this thread!! 🥰

Updating weeks.....

@Bellsx 37wks (due 20/08/20)⁣
@Rachael321 Baby boy has arrived
@SammiLou2312 37wks⁣ (induction due 03/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@Hoping2020 35wks (due 13/09/20)⁣
@Knotemma 37wks⁣ (due 23/09/20)⁣ SURPRISE
@LilMrsS 31wks (due 24/09/20)⁣
@didslysquiddlydoo 37wks (26/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@TunnocksTcake 37 wks (due 26/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@avocuddles 36wks (due 27/09/20)⁣ GIRL
@Sunflower1608 32wks with twins (due 28/09/20)⁣ GIRL & BOY
@SunStruck 36wks (due 28/09/20)⁣⁣
@Scout20 31wks due 29/09/20)⁣
@Littlegoth 36 weeks (csection booked 09/09/20) BOY
@HighHopes20 25wks (due 03/10/20)⁣⁣
@Treaclepie19 35wks (due 07/10/20)⁣⁣ GIRL
@tmc14 34wks (due 11/10/20)⁣ GIRL
@Hagster 33wks (due 12/10/20)⁣⁣ SURPRISE
@DressingGown87 18wks (due 20/10/20)⁣ GIRL
@rachelrainbow 23wks (due 28/10/20)⁣
@teaandtantrums90 13wks (due 05/11/20)⁣
@AnxiousLady1 30wks (due 07/11/20)⁣ BOY
@Shefliesonherownwings 30wks (due 09/11/20)⁣ BOY
@MrsG3 28wks (due 16/11/20) GIRL
@MysteriousSheep 19wks (due 21/11/20)
@Whiffle77 27wks (due 02/12/20)⁣ SURPRISE
@MOGMOGMOG85 27wks (due 05/12/20) BOY
@footprintsintheslow 21 wks (due 10/01/21)
@turquoisebaby* 19 weeks (due 24/01/21)BOY

TunnocksTCake · 05/09/2020 14:56

@SammiLou2312 omg congratulations she is beautiful 💕💕
This is getting me all excited, I've spent the day writing my birth plan and packing my bags, I'm so ready to meet our little girl.
Feeling very thankful to have finally made it to 37 weeks, congrats other full term mamas we made it! 🥳

Avocuddles · 05/09/2020 16:52

Hi everyone sorry it seems like I've missed a lot! Work has been absolutely manic, I finish next Friday and there's a lot to squeeze in, it's good in so much as it makes the time pass more quickly but feel like I've barely had a moment to breathe this week.

@MOGMOGMOG85 your work situation really sound like it's been a nightmare, you've definitely been discriminated against and most of the people you work with sound like utter tossers to be honest. Am glad things seem a little better and hope life is easier over the next couple of months.

@Anon20something so exciting that you only have one week to go! I turn 37 weeks tomorrow so am excited at the thought of being officially 'full term' even though I know it might be a few weeks before we meet baby yet. I've been feeling a lot more crampy and uncomfortable over the past day or two, no idea if this means that things might happen sooner or if it's just standard in late pregnancy. Part of me feels very ready, another part not ready at all....

@SammiLou2312 massive congratulations to you, Amelia is so gorgeous! I hope you're all doing ok and look forward to hearing more about your birth experience when you're ready.

@SunStruck I didn't think I'd had any Braxton Hicks at all but it turns out I just didn't realise what they were! During my midwife appointment the other day she said 'oooh there's a big tightening' and my response was 'oh.....' - I'd thought those feelings were just the baby pushing hard against the top of my bump! Turns out I've been having a few a day without knowing..... I feel pretty good in myself, just a bit crampy and achy sometimes. I haven't got an induction date set but have a consultant appointment this week so will be a discussion point then. Think I'll be having a sweep on September 24th and potentially induction (on grounds of high risk) around a week after that so we're still on a very similar timescale....

Had my hair done this morning so got my DH to take a few bump shots - it's definitely grown!

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Knotemma · 05/09/2020 17:25

@Avocuddles you look fab! I'm with you on being a bit crampy and feeling heavy. Getting up and down is getting more and more difficult and I had a little cry about feeling less independent to DH last night. He'd noticed that I've been struggling a bit, but knows me too well to offer help, because I'm more likely to cut my nose off to spite my face 🤷‍♀️🤦. It's definitely starting to feel like I could have a baby soon, which is weird. I thought I was prepared, but it's a strange feeling

Shefliesonherownwings · 05/09/2020 18:15

Hi all, @MOGMOGMOG85 I'm another one who was reading your previous posts and was fuming on your behalf at your imbecile of a manager. How dare he risk yours and the baby's wellbeing. I'm so glad you stood up to him and got a good outcome in the end. Sounds like someone needed to put him in his place so good on you.

@Anon20something congrats on reaching full term, hope you are managing to relax for your last week! Huge congratulations also @SammiLou2312, baby Amelia is absolutely beautiful.

I saw my lovely midwife yesterday. Told her it'd been a difficult week and I'd had to go in for reduced movements on Monday. She was lovely and asked if there was anything they could do to help reassure me. She said I could come in every day for monitoring if I wanted to. I actually have a scan every week for the next three weeks so that should be enough but it was nice to know the option is there if I need it.

I also made my first baby purchase today. I've been way too nervous to buy anything so far but I'd seen a picture frame I liked a couple of weeks ago and I decided to buy it today. It's a frame with space for a picture of the baby, their hand and footprints and a little box for name, DOB, weight, etc... I bought 2 so we can put one up for Isla as well next to her little brother which felt really nice. Once this baby is here, I want to ensure we do have some pictures or momentos of Isla up in the nursery as it was meant to be her room too and this felt like the first step for that.

Anon20something · 05/09/2020 19:55

@Shefliesonherownwings thank you! The relaxation is being forced upon me by my OH and the fact that baby boy is crippling my pelvis now! The frame sounds lovely and such a nice idea to have little things of Isla in the nursery! I made baby boy a little photo book of his big sister, it’s now sitting pride of place on the shelf with both his and his sisters heartbeat bears- the room is no where near done but seeing that shelf makes me smile!

@Avocuddles fab pic! Definitely these last few weeks are super uncomfortable! I think last time as lily didn’t move from 30 weeks I didn’t really get to experience this part, but he’s so super wriggly I feel like he’s trying to make his way out already! 😂

AnxiousLady1 · 05/09/2020 20:20

@avocuddles Fab bump pic and love the hair! I got my hair done for the first time since pre lockdown today also, so I took the opportunity to ask my DH to take a pic of me. It is only bump pic I have to date that has my face in it! Glad I've at least one 😂

I am definitely struggling more with my pelvis. I notice it if I sit for any period of time working or when I get out of the car. Takes a min to ease out but there's initial stage of "holy shite" when I first stand up. 😂

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