Hi girlies god what a day I'm knackered 🙈 here's my update, sorry it's another long one 🙈 Ok so docs was a shambles. I had a horrible doctor who literally made me feel so shit, I explained everything and she was looking at me stupid and was like "I'm not a midwife and I'm not a gynaecologist" and I was like I know... which is why I need you to refer me and she was like "I'm not referring you to the early pregnancy unit coz you're not bleeding" and I was like yes I know that, but that's what the scan doctor recommended coz of the cyst as well and she was like oh everyone gets cysts now and again, as long as it's not an endometrioma you'll be fine. And I was like but she thinks it IS one, if you read the notes she gave me!!!! And she was like well if you're that concerned, go to A&E!! I was like what? I'm not dying, I just need you to refer me to a gynaecologist or pregnancy ward or something!! She just wouldn't listen to me girls I was shaking and thinking to myself am I going mad? Am I actually crazy? Maybe she was genuinely not concerned so thought if she showed absolute disregard to my worries and feelings, I would think oh I'm being silly, look at how flippant the doctor is, it must be nothing. But I didn't feel like that, I felt really belittled 😩 So in the end I was like right forget it, I'm going.
So off I went then and rung the midwife hysterical. They were so nice there, I've been unimpressed last couple of times I've phoned (mainly because I've been "too early" to see them and found this frustrating) but I should have phoned them straight away and missed the doctors out all together today! Lovely lady who was really sympathetic and listened to everything I had to say, didn't try and fob me off or say I've got nothing to worry about! She made a few phone calls and rung me back saying I've got an apt in early pregnancy unit next Monday 3rd April. They're going to check out the cyst, see what kind of cyst it is, if it's definitely an endometrioma, I may have to have a labroscamy further down the line to officially diagnose endometriosis. But most importantly check on the embryo... it will be 11 days from the scan I had last night (the scan woman recommended 7 days so 11 days will be even better) so if it's still not visible then that unfortunately will be the end of that. What will happen to the sac that's there (coz there is defo a sac there), I don't know, but if there's no embryo in it in 11 days, then it's game over for me. If it IS there and visible (🤞🏼) then they will measure it and look for a heartbeat and I will be back on track, possibly less in weeks than I thought, but still pregnant. And that's all I wanted from today! Exactly what was recommended by the scan person last night. I just wish I hadn't had to cry and beg for it, I feel exhausted.
But I do feel so much better now, and there's literally nothing else I can do now except carry on as normal but I do feel a lot better.
Also mrsj I'd recommend having a drink before scan but not a full to bursting bladder. I was painfully excruciatingly full of wee for my scan and she said coz I was tensing so hard (so as not to piss all over the bed,) that in itself can make the view blurry 😂 and it hurt as she presses very hard! So I'd say down a drink just before you go in so there's enough liquid in there that your bladder isn't empty but not so much in there that you can barely hold it in. I thanked the lord I'd had no previous children in that reception last night coz if I had, I swear I wouldn't have been able to hold as long as I did 😂😂😂