Can someone please give me advice I’m lying in bed crying as I type this. I’m a single mum by choice in my forties , had a little girl by c- section four weeks ago. When I told my parents that I was pregnant they said that they were delighted. For eleven years before I got pregnant I was being treated by a psychiatrist for depression and doing great on medication. During my pregnancy I opted to stay off medication and got support from my maternity hospital’s mental health team. I felt great during pregnancy. I restarted my medication after the birth however ten days after my little girl was born I started to feel terrible couldn’t stop crying etc. I’ve felt very down for the past few weeks. I’ve got my own apartment and plan to say with my parents until after Christmas and then go back to my own place. A few weeks ago I burst out crying in front of my Dad he screamed at me that if I ever cried again in front of him that he’d tell me to leave. I then broke down crying and told both my parents about the years of depression. I hadn’t told them because when I brought up the depression thing years ago they told me that they didn’t believe that I was depressed. Ever since I told them they have told me that my problem is that I’m lazy. My Dad told me today that he doesn’t believe that I’m depressed at all and that I must buy a bigger apartment locally and not go back to my own apartment. Im so upset I don’t know what to do.