I really need to offload.
I feel like I'm going to break and dh can't see it
Last week had the kidney stone/s I know I was only in hosp for a few hours, but was still sore afterwards. Dh worked the whole weekend. Which normally wouldn't be a problem, but J was full up with cold, and W wanted my attention all the time.
W was very hot Mon night, hardly slept, only wnated me, which meant I didn't sleep. Ditto Tues night, so took him to docs on Wed, and he's now being treated for swine flu
J has got sore throat, but wanted to go back to school today, only to have to pick him up early because he bumped his head (fine now tho)
The tamiflu is starting to kick in, W seems a little better, but is still clingy with me.
I am so exhausted - mentally, emotionally, physically. I've asked dh if he's still going fishing on Sat (every few months he goes with lads from work) and he sadi only if the weather stops him. Feel so sad that he can't "see" whats happening. I haven't even got the energy to explain or argue