how is £4600 quite a few months rent?? my rent is £349 PER WEEK.
i was nominated for the mn xmas appeal, and i never recieved anything as it goes.
on bounty yes when things are tight i get a loan as do many people on there and i pay it back, £30 here and there.
as for xmas pressies, i bought them all second hand bar one phone for karl.
a few times i said "i am selling this would anyone be interested" i never pressured anyone.
Saying in a conversation "DP will take me anywhere if you want to meet up we can" is not pressure either....
at the end of the day, i do have other things in my life to deal with and yes on the odd occassion and it has been odd that i pop back here, i blurt it all out.
as for karls school since being at the new one he has had no problems at all, you are talking about 12m ago.
If you did not want to talk to me on msn you could have easily blocked me its not difficult, and tbh i have not been on msn for a while talking to anyone actually i have spoken to one person and she is not from here.
and actually it was not nc who sent a text it was me, i sent the first and the last text. and she herself will tell you that.
when i talk about things that are happening it is not for sympathy it is to get it off my chest.
i am aware that others have problems. and i do sympathise with them.
i never said everyone was against me and that is a rather silly thing to say.
i have seen many threads where they are all "me,me,me" but apparently if i do that then thats asking for sympathy.
i only said what i did about what is going on in my life to explain why i have not been talking much about anything.
i shall hide this thread now and leave you to it.