I would be like you Chloe and not want to test yet. I was neg just before the car accident, then later than I have ever been for 2 days afterwards - I couldn't test in that time, I preferred to not know, than know and lose iyswim.
Thank you for all nice words. Trying to keep my whinging confined to my depression thread (it always feels more pathetic to have a whole thread dedicated to me whinging, but at the same time it means you don't have to read it iyswim).
MRM - am here by text even though I am nuts.
Jas - I found the cake book yesterday You really should have kicked me before now. I am aiming at posting today - if you don't see me post saying I have, then PLEASE yell at me.
Finally had the root removed yesterday from the butchering they did in October. I can't believe how good they were with me - i got the same attention a scared child would have and it was needed. Root out, now just feel a bit bruised but not enough for painkillers.
Can't remember what else I read other than snurking at little CSWS being weaned on mussels (am not snurking at allergic reaction - that would make me more of a bitch than even I think I am!!)