morning
I fell apart last night, explaining to M what was happening today brought it all home and I spent most of the night sobbing after I finished posting on here. (no offence Dippy, but I know I'm feeling lost when I post on the prayer thread!)
Trying to see the positives, I'll have my dad, my brothers and my sister around me, and my brothers' girlfriends are coming too.
I don't very often feel emotions this strongly, I've spent many years blocking things out and putting up barriers, so when I do I don't know how to cope with it. The last time I fell apart like this I had Ange looking after me, and the time before that I had Dippy take me in, so I'm learning my lesson and turning to you guys for support. (I might even accept the odd hug )
On a lighter note, having spent my entire childhood and teenage years trying desperately not to look like my sister (she'd always copy me!), I have seen her this morning, and we have virtually identical haircuts, and skirt suits that are incredibly similar to wear today! Ah well, I guess we're more alike than I realised