Hi all! Thanks for all your messages, glad it is not only me who feels like that.
Anyway, dh and I seem to be sorted again I think, I told him why he was doing my head in and he agreed! Left out the part about ex's though as didn't think that would go down too well. I know it wouldn't if he said it to me! I have also sorted my head out, the grass would not be greener with my ex, I really do know that. He was vile to me at times!
We have been seriously discussing our future over the weekend. For a long time we have toyed with the idea of emigrating, and now I think we might seriously look into it. I expressed an interest in a job in Australia which was advertised on the internet, and have already received a very positive response back, telling me they could sponsor me and help me sort out visas. It may all turn out to be a dream, but there is no harm in finding out. I am lucky to have a job that is in demand over there! Dh is also on their professions wanted list as he is an electrician, so I don't think immigration would be too much of a problem. I just have no idea where to start really, so much info on the internet, but which do I trust? No idea!
My biggest concern is leaving my parents behind, and also relocating the children. F wouldn't particularly bother at this age, but I know ds would. Lots of things for me to think about now.
Anyway, hope everyone is ok. SPB, I hope you are feeling a bit brighter today xx
POTC, glad things went ok on Friday.
SOL and CD, glad you both had good birthdays!
Sorry, but I can't remember any more. See you all later xxx