Hello all,
Just popping in to say hello while Bertie watches In the Night Garden... yes, that's right, ladies I'm using the telly as a babysitter [bad mum emoticon].
I'm actually looking after two children for the next two weeks at least... well not really, but dh has been signed off work again so I might as well be.
It is two-fold... his sight is starting to go blurry in his right eye and his left eye is a lazy eye so we are really concerned. We're not sure if it's coincidence, his right eye is the one he got hit with a squash ball about six weeks ago.
But also, he has finally admitted he is suffering depression again, he is having the suicidal thoughts again - I knew he was depressed but he never admitted it (in fact you may recall he wanted me to go on the Prozac)... until now, I think the eye thing has brought it to a head.
The doctor wanted to sign him off work while the ADs took effect as she was concerned about him, but we managed to talk her into signing him off work "for his eye" as if his boss knows he has depression ... well it will not look good on his record, you'd think public sector would be a bit more progressive but no...
So now I have a mardy dh who can barely see, and Bertie to deal with...
Which one do you think is easiest?
Stressing about his eye, and the depression, last time he was depressed it was a downward spiral ending up with him slitting his wrists, really don't want to go down that road again, and as for his eye, he is the only one out of us atm who can drive, and now he can't and if his eye doesn't get better...
Sorry just chunnering, I'm a bit arrrgh! at the moment.
Foxy pmsl at you not realising it was a Tuesday!
Rosy what does scundered mean then?
Leo it is nice to hear from you again!
Eids I'm glad you had a nice birthday!!
Piffle have I missed your birthday then? I didn't see it on Facebook! And Kitty when is yours?
Right off to put the washing on etc. Dh's bezzie mate has come over to take him out for a drive so I am on my bill for a bit, will put Bertie to bed after Night Garden and try and get my head together!!