I nearly swore at the hv this morning
. Went to get R weighed and see my bf group friends, and so i could find out what was going on re extra support. Saw a different hv
"Oh, yes, is still pondering what's best to offer you"
Me nearly actually in tears bh now due to the pressure. Chat about what help i think i need - time away from baby to cook and clean would be a start!
"Have you got a freezer? You could try cooking some meals and freezing them for another day"
Well fuck me pink and call me Rosie. I'd never have thought of that by myself 
On the plus side, R is 8lb15 (6lb3 at birth) at 9 weeks :o
And i sold a hat, that's 3 this week (i started last week) :o
And dp had a nap and feels a bit better so is dealing with dinner - chicken casserole now in the slow cooker :o