Hello all!
Jonas is home from hospital now and has woken up from his premmie sleepy state damnit I thought we had a 'perfect' baby who slept and fed nicely every four hours but no... now he's awake he's a wimpy screecher about nappy changes, will happily sit on my boob ALL day and ALL night and poohs on an hourly basis preferably into a freshly changed nappy.... It's a good thing he's so damn cute.
Can I join the knackered club? I'm lucky to have a very hefty supply of milk (thank you hospital breast pump which we've been allowed to take home) which is good as I've been having to express 100ml every feed so we can top him up using a bottle to gain weight extra quick to beat the jaundice. So that adds pumping, sterilising and delivering a bottle onto the feeding time meaning it's been taking 1.5 hours every feed.... wah.... am dead on my feet. Thankfully he's gone from 6 lb 3 and a bit to 7 lb 2 in a fortnight thanks to the fois gras feeding style and we can slow down a bit. This means he's now leading me on when he needs to be fed, and because he's not that efficient at BFing yet it means he'd like to be latched on all the time...
So we are going to dose him with expressed milk at the midnight and middle of the night feeds tonight... and hope I get to sleep in more than 1.5 hour chunks. :(
DH and my sister are here and being total legends. I can see the appeal of formula having done expressed feeds as its nice to know how much they are getting but jeez the faff of sterilising - total nightmare when half asleep without contact lenses I really can't be arsed doing that for the next year - so am counting down the weeks until he feeds more efficiently at the breast. I am going to preservere with the BF as it's never going to be as hard as this again eh? Jonas is getting threatened with the aptimil every time a feed takes longer than 2 hours 
I've spent the day having frustrated attempts to do the simplest things - changing details on my mobile tariff etc, logging into work email and have just plain given up - normal life can wait eh?
Lots of love to you all and fingers crossed the sandman visits us all tonight xx