raaahhhh!, this is shit. how the fuck do people manage life with more then 2 children?
i'd just started feeling like i was enjoying life again and had a routine which was working and now A is joining us for meals it's all gone crap again. breakfast just felt like one long round of making toast, cleaning, picking food off floor, shouting and crying. after heating my tea up for the second time, i gave up.
then F just kicked up hell about going down for his nap and i had no patience left and have been really cold towards him (as an alternative to shouting) so now hating myself for that. 
both down so now have 30 mins to myself but just feel fed up and worn out and don't want to do anything but whinge.
i guess it's just time before i find a new routine again but this is soooo not enjoyable.
how are you guys finding your routines now with solids a factor?
yy wss it was black swan last night. saw kings speech the other day and it was fabulous, really engrossing and funny.
hotgiggity wow at dh sharing nights! how does he cope at work on wdnesdays?