Good afternoon Sisters! Love your description of tonight's moon Speakout I know now why I was drawn to use some Spikenard last night, it often puts me in that space.
PersisFord warm welcome, find a comfy cushion or beanbag, come and have a brew.
I was just standing there, surrounded by all the other tourists and I had an overwhelming sense of belonging, of being myself, of knowing what I am and who I am, of where I come from and where I belong. I felt grounded to the earth. I felt safe and happy
I know that 'being stoned' feeling so well at ancient places, each have their own variety of it and each place is slightly different when you connect, some are intense and can fill you with a sort of peace you can breathe and you don't know where it starts and you end and Time doesn't exist, yet words are never adequate to describe the experience, because it's so much more profound
Others are more subtle and gentle but no less meaningful.
You can, as you did, stand there in a crowd of people, yet only you will experience it. It would be lovely to share that with other people, especially family, but I don't think you can, they can be in the same physical space, but not receptive to what you're connecting to. It's similar to you all looking at a painting, or eating an identical meal, it can send one person in the group into raptures of delight, whilst the others just feel 'meh'.
You're going to wonder what caused you to have that experience and in all honesty, no-one knows. The closest I can come to an explanation is you were in the right place at the right time an in the right frame of mind and importantly, the right 'frame of heart'.
There are commonalities at ancient places, ancient meaning constructed in the Neolithic and Bronze Age into Iron Age eras. The stones they used contain varying amounts of quartz, that seems to be of great significance to the builders, although no-one knows exactly how they built their constructions, or why. Many places called passage graves are not places of burial. There are many theories, but no definitive answers. It's assumed Stonehenge was the special centre of whatever was practised at the time, yet the Ness of Brodgar complex in Orkney pre-dates Stonehenge by quite a margin.
Quartz in itself is a magical stone, so maybe find yourself a piece you're attracted to (I'm sure one will turn up in probably the most unlikely place, that usually happens) and sit quietly with it for a while, do you meditate or do any breathwork? Maybe give it a go.
You'll come across terms like vibrational energy, earth energy, resonance etc. After so many decades of doing this, I reckon that's about right, but it took me quite a while to come around to thinking that as at first it sounded a bit too bizarre to countenance.
Thin places is another common term, as is liminality denoting places (usually with an ancient site there) where different sensory experiences can occur because that place is a threshold between this place and another. Numinous is another lovely term.
It's up to you how much you'd like to explore this lovely new experience, take things at a pace that suits you.
If you want to go and see other ancient places in your locality, most are free access but do not go up close if they are on private land or if you get the feeling it's not right for you at that particular time. On approach I always silently ask if it's okay to enter and abide by the decision. I always feel as though it's like visiting someone, you don't just walk in, you wait to be invited.
Try here, you'll be surprised at how many different types of ancient places there are and how many are near you. www.megalithic.co.uk/topics.php?countries=1
Paul Devereux is an easy read, try his Stone Age Soundtracks for the effects of the sounds and infrasounds generated at or by ancient sites. pauldevereux.co.uk/product/uk/book-stone-age-soundtracks.html
If you want to explore working with energies, here's a little exercise for you to practise, keep at it until you get a result, remember, open mind as well as open heart
I hope this has piqued your interest, I'm always around if you have any questions.