Good morning and Solstice greetings to you all!
Welcome @Missgoldilocks and @Bakedbeanhead, lovely to have you here with us.
I was up before the lark this morning, my alarm set for 3.40am! My plan for the day is to acknowledge the long daytime hours today so I headed to the beach armed with coffee and croissants to watch the sunrise. Unfortunately it was very cloudy so I didn't see the actual sun rise, but I did enjoy the lovely pink hue of the sun behind the clouds and the half light which always feels magical. There were little bunnies hopping around and even Mr Fox made a brief appearance.
I conducted my own little releasing ceremony - I'd like to say I feel lighter for it but I am feeling quite sluggish and have a slight tension headache. Not sure if that's down to tiredness, the change in energy or just the 'couple' of glasses of Prosecco I drank last night!!!
I'm hoping the new moon tonight and welcoming in tomorrow with a morning yoga session and setting new intentions will make me feel better.
I have a busy day planned. It's funny how just a few weeks ago we couldn't do anything in lockdown and my most pressing plans for the weekends were walking the dogs. Now, already I'm almost back to doing the usual running round after the kids and double booking ourselves! (Albeit socially distanced get togethers with friends) I promised myself during the quarantine period that I wouldn't allow myself to fill all of my time up again. I must continue to be mindful of not agreeing to things to please others.
@Missgoldilocks I wanted to touch upon the tarot cards which came out for you. I have never read tarot but my interest in tarot and oracle cards has been ignited recently so I thought I would look them up. Both cards do seem relevant to your situation but as others have said, tarot does not give yes or no answers to questions. I know personally what it is like to want something so badly but the universe has it's own plan. You would be wise to acknowledge this and allow nature to take charge, life is never without obstacles and challenges and I pray that you will overcome these with love and gratitude.
Wishing you all a bright and sunshiney day everyone!