Hello ladies.
This might be quite a long post, and as I haven't posted yet on this thread, I'm sorry if that seems a bit rude. The last time I posted any Gratitudes was February last year, I had to look back to the old thread to find my last post, and it was under a different name, which was Clouds. Since then, I have had many things to be thankful for, but being thankful has never been more important to me than it is just now, so I hope you don't mind me sharing.
My lovely DH died four weeks ago, which I'm not really thankful for, but as it apparently had to happen, there is so much that I do have to be thankful for, and it has given me immeasurable strength in my darkest of days. I am hopeful that it will continue to do so, and that I will be able to look back on this list if I need to.
I am thankful for
The time I had with my beautiful husband, for everything that he gave me, and the love we share.
The friends who did so much to make his send off special, personal and memorable.
The friends and family that made themselves available to just be with me, to carry me, and help me get through the first weeks without my DH.
The phonecalls, the cards, the messages, the flowers and the visits that all told me that DH and I were in someone's heart and prayers when we needed it most.
The fact that I can pay tax to enable me to live in a country where police are willing and able to go above and beyond the call of duty to do something small but that gives so much meaning.
The Internet, that has provided me with an opportunity to do this, and enabled me to have mild distraction, to recieve messages of love and support from all over the world, and to be comforted and inspired by others who have experienced this pain.
There is plenty more, but I could be here all day. Most of all I am thankful for the good and the kindness that is in so many beautiful people. I have seen it recently in a way that some people rarely or never do, and with a perspective I would never have known otherwise. It is that pure goodness in people that is enabling me to carry on.