I am exhausted I have 2 DS and 1SD. Been with him 8 years and married 3 years. he belittled me tells me to shh little girl. Says I am solely reliant on him- at the moment he’s been furloughed however been on maternity leave since April 2019. I get told that I Would be a prostitute to kett ET p a roof over me. I am a teacher, although supply. I am desperately trying to get a post. Every interview I don’t get the job get told well same story every time. You are not a professional. He laughs how much teachers are paid. He calls me a s lag and to f off in front on our children. He complains every dinner time, has thrown food in face whilst eating at the table because he did not like his meal. He tries to teach me lessons.example He said he didn’t want DS2. That I promised to do everything for DS2. I did and I do everything but I asked him to put the buggy in the car he said no cuz it was DS2’s buggy. Went to the beach cuz the pram wasn’t in the car he walked off with DS1 I had the bags and DS2 he made us walk the other side of the beach to teach me not to forget... he has a dog. I nag every day to pick the poop up. Owner of a dog for 15 years I know they like to be Clean I want to be clean I want me kids to be clean yet he says well you do it but I ain’t if you want it done. He has done the bins 5 times 8 years we have been together. He plays the victim card then when it suits. He won’t do things as a family just stays in the bed room. I mentioned that he said he would call the police on me for breaking the rules that it was more than 5 miles and wouldn’t look good having a criminal record when applying for jobs. I don’t even know what health relationship is any more. How much do we take? I am sad but I love him. I explain it isn’t about love this is about respect. He just says old dog won’t change. He said he isn’t prepared to change his ways. Is this what we are bound for? Anyone with An idea? Is this abuse?