I left my husband 14 months ago because the constant arguing was draining me. There was no affection we were just living together really.
We have a 6 year old.
Since leaving my husband alllots happened, he's signed the house over to me and he's living with his parents
Since the split, I have got into a relationship with someone else, and I feel really loved, we don't argue, things seem simple and easy however I've been told he cheated at Christmas, which he denies. I have also caught him lying about silly little things. He admittedly had two affairs behind his wife's back, and I know how much attention he gets off women from working with him previously. This guys says I'm the person he wants to be with for the rest of his life. I'm besotted with him but there's something I'm unsure about with him. I don't trust him.
My husband has recently opened up to me and told me that he would love to try again with me slowly. He loves me and has recently thought of nothing but me and he's not sleeping becuase it's consuming him. He said he has noticed a huge change in me and I have turned into the woman he's always wanted me to be. (Better with money and less erratic basically 🤣)
I have given him chance after chance since the split to get it back on track but I think I hurt him too much with the split so nothing came of it and I was left to think he didn't want me, hence moving on with someone else.
I don't know what to do now, I have the father of my son: my husband desperately wanting me back, but I am in love with someone I don't trust.
I would love nothing more than my marriage to work and have my family back, but what if giving up my current love is the worst mistake ever?
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