well a quick update of my life,
im felling a lot better physically but emotianly im still a headcase, im really really looking forward to collage but im a bit scared of leaving dd at nursery but i no she will be fine she loves it there,
im hopefully going to visit my step sister in brighton the end of august for a few days and me and dp are goingnto take dd to euro disney fo a weekend in the begining of spetember im really looking forward to it,
dp has got a lot better i only see he a few days a week wich is better we had a long chat and i told him how upset he made me when he was nasty to me when i came out of hospital and he was very sorry and has been lovly ever since,
he is going to pakistan in 3 weeks to get married so i dont no what is going to happen with us but i will really miss him
me and dd are going to an party 2 morow night i have nothing to wear and sunday im going to see my dad with dd and he only lives 10 mins away in a posh little village but when i rang and asked him if we could come and see him he just said "yeh watever" got he pisses me off he never wants to see dd and i feel very sorry for her ,
my dad see's my little bro more than me and he lives in birmingham but if i dont make the effort he never will so thats my life so far sorry its been a bit ling winded xxxxx nikki xxxxx