I'm going to say goodby

[Blandmum]

THis isn't a flounce

It isn't an exercise in getting people to post asking me not to go. Goodness knows you have all bee more than supportive of me in the past, and for that you will always have my greatful thanks.

Please continue to think of dh in your positive vibes, he needs all the help that he can get.

At the moment my world is full of pan, everything causes more, even christmas shopping for my two beautiful children left me wretched, as I don't know how many more I have with my darling, darling husband. Everywhere I look I see things that cause me more pain.

and like a fool I posted to openly, rested my grief on a virtual world. And in the end I caused myself more pain, as if I ever need any more.

I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. In my heart of hearts I feel it will be bad, my darling has got so ill so fast.

Thank you for all of your help. I'll be asking MN to remove all my many posts and to ban me.

Think kindly thoughts of my good sweet man. Tonight my ds told me 'When I grow up I'm going to treat my children like daddy treats us'. I', going to spend whatever time I have left with this good, patient loving gentle man and my kids.

Hx

Will miss you MB - am already wishing you would turn up on the latest Dawkins/science edu thread, but quite see why you have other things to think about atm.
Will keep fingers crossed for you and hope to see you back on MN one day.
All the best.

All I can do is respect your wishes MB and wish you all the very best of luck for the future. I hope you have more time left with your DH than you think and that the time is filled with love, support and wonderful memories.

Very, very best of luck, MB.

xxx

Hi MB, don't know if you'll see this but wanted to post just to send my love to you and your DH. I pray everything will be ok.

TC xx

thinking of you all mb. xxx

MB I dont know what went on with other threads and I totally understand why you are leaving ( I personally hope its not forever ) I wish you strength with your journey ahead. Yours is one of the few names I recognise on wonderfull MN . Keep strong all the very best .

((((((((((mb))))))))))))

MB, have not seen the thread that there is a to-do about and don't want to. Just wanted to say that you are one of the wisest, most witty, warm-hearted MN-ers and if you do go and do have yr posts deleted it will be a great loss.

But of course we all understand why you want to spend every moment with DH at this terrible, difficult time.

You and all of yours are in my thoughts and prayers.

Just seen this MB . I just wanted to say that I've found the couple of encounters that we've had on MN really enjoyable and stimulating, and I will miss you.

Wishing you lots of luck in the future, and the strength to deal with this devastating time.

You will of course go and do what it is you need to.
I have loved your posts MB, you're eloquent, intelligent and witty. I, like so many others will miss you on here.

OH MB. I don't know what to say. Just sending you lots of love and good vibes/prayers for dh. Thinking of you and your family.

MB, we'll miss you loads.

I'm thinking of you and your family atre in my thoughts x

MB - you will be very much missed.

You and your DH will be in my thoughts.

Take care

JTS xxx

All the very best MB. So sorry.

How sad, MB. I can fully understand your need to spend time away from MN. Thinking of you and your family....keep strong.

Oh mb

I understand why you're going, but I will miss you - genuinely miss you - and MN will be a poorer place without you. I don't say stuff like this ever but you are one of my very favourite Mumsnetters - I know we would get on like a house on fire if we met each other IRL.

I wish your dh every bit of strength in fighting this evil disease - and you and your dcs the strength you will need to pull together as a family to support him and each other. It's going to be a hard road for you all to travel - and I know you've said you won't be back - but if it gets too hard: we're here and we'll listen.

I'll miss you.

Oh MB!
you are so right to spend all the time you can with DH and the kids. Remember, this time you still have is so wonderful, so precious. try and make it a time of happiness. it's so good that you have such a wonderful thing together. many people don't and will never have. wishing you all the very very best wishes and willing your dh's health to improve with all my heart.

so sad to see this MB
Times are so tough for you now, take care of yourself and your family for now, I hope you have special times ahead and things get better. And I really hope you come back.
I hope a mumsntter who knows you well is able to give us a little update from time to time.
A lot of us really do care about you and what you're going through.
Big hugs honey pie xxxxxxxxx

Don't feel you are burning your bridges. YOu can always change your mind and be welcomed - look at these messages! Good luck and best wishes to you all.

good luck mb. Sorry to hear about all of this.

MB.

Much love to you and yours.

Enjoy your dh and your children together.

We will continue to think of you.

Love, Sarah x

Very best wishes to you and your family and will keep fingers etc. crossed that everything does turn out OK for you and yours. Admire the grace with which you are dealing with considerable adversity.

MB, I shall miss you. I don't know what happened last night but in the light of what you and dh are going through at the moment I can understand why you'll want to concentrate 100% on your family.

But leave the door open to Mumsnet, the vast majority of us want to support you in whatever way we can and you may find comfort here.

Sending love to the MB family, Sue xx

I'm sorry to see you go - I have enjoyed reading your posts. Best of luck to you and your family for now and the future. x

Hoping you and Your dh can get through this ,sending you my positive thoughts and love.

I liked reading your posts. I wish you all the best.