I'm going to say goodby

[Blandmum]

THis isn't a flounce

It isn't an exercise in getting people to post asking me not to go. Goodness knows you have all bee more than supportive of me in the past, and for that you will always have my greatful thanks.

Please continue to think of dh in your positive vibes, he needs all the help that he can get.

At the moment my world is full of pan, everything causes more, even christmas shopping for my two beautiful children left me wretched, as I don't know how many more I have with my darling, darling husband. Everywhere I look I see things that cause me more pain.

and like a fool I posted to openly, rested my grief on a virtual world. And in the end I caused myself more pain, as if I ever need any more.

I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. In my heart of hearts I feel it will be bad, my darling has got so ill so fast.

Thank you for all of your help. I'll be asking MN to remove all my many posts and to ban me.

Think kindly thoughts of my good sweet man. Tonight my ds told me 'When I grow up I'm going to treat my children like daddy treats us'. I', going to spend whatever time I have left with this good, patient loving gentle man and my kids.

Hx

I am sorry to hear this MB. You are in my thoughts but I completley understand your reasons.

cece

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In my thoughts and prayers especially in the next few days. XXX to you and yours,and kkep strong for the outcome may still be good.

MB - your thread is heartbreaking.

I hope you will eventually come back when the time is right ( if it ever will be)

wishing you and your lovely hubby, and children lots and lots of love.

Mb I hope you're not reacting too much to what happened on the other thread tonight with that stupid cow and her comments. I totally understand the sentiment of your op and how you feel you need to devote your time and energy to your lovely dh and kids. But remember that you need to offload as well and you can't always do that with your nearest and dearest as they're so involved as well and trying to make sense of things. Mumsnet could be good for that maybe?

Anyway, you know where we are. Be thinking of you tomorrow and lots more days ahead.xxxx

MB

We aren't going anywhere, please pop back from time to time as and when u need/want to.

Thinking of you all xxx

I have not posted in over a week, and this is the first thread I really found.

MB go by all means, we will be here whenever you need us, DO NOT GET your posts deleted, they are funny, witty, and intelligent.

Your love for your DH shines through in every post, it always has done, it would be a shame for you to lose that point of reference regardless of the outcome.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

With all my love

LGJ

oh MB. please don't say goodbye but rather "au revoir". I'm sorry I criticised your swearing but I had no idea how awful this cow person was! My ds was in hospital a year ago & I will never forget how terrible that time was. I was out of my mind with fear & worry & sleeplessness. I can only begin to imagine what you're going through, though & send prayers to you, your dh & dc. You would be missed by everyone so please, keep MN on the back burner! xxx sansouci.

MN wont be the same without you MB. I will be sad to see you go.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Take care
X

Just to echo what a lot of people have already said really. I can understand completely why you need to go, but don't get yourself banned - just put us to one side for the moment. Remember there are good people here who are happy to lend a shoulder should you need one. We'll be thinking of you.

MB I can understand your need to put mn aside for now - and I hope that's all you do. Mn is a better place for people like you. Stay strong MB and never forget that we are all here anytime, day or night - there will always be someone on hand to listen.

Best of wishes to you and all your family x

What happened??
Was there a to do?
I don't understand????

Ah Martian my love,Mumsnet will not be the same without you.

I hope that you will come back to us soon.

Thinking of you all.
I'm so glad you had that lovely holiday in my neck of the woods.

XXXX

Big to-do, moonie! I don't quite know what happened either but some people got extremely upset and someone else was banned and now MB is leaving without a trace...

MB... Have just popped in here now so have no idea what has happened tonight, but am so so sad if someone has upset you at this awful time. I will be thinking of you and your family. I am sending positive vibes to your dh and strength and love to you all.

Ellbell

Wishing all the best MB to you and your DH.

You don't "know" me but I've always looked out for your posts and have learned loads and laughed a lot too.

Would like to join others in suggesting that this be an au revoir rather than goodbye. But of course you must do what feels right.

I'll be thinking of you and DH in the days to come.

What was the thread please Fruity???

will be thinking of you mb and your family

I was told to look up posts by cowmad but there are over 500 of them & it would seem that some threads have been deleted.

MB I just ame back after twoo weeks away, so I don't know what happened, but just want to send you and your family my hugs

mb, don't go.

I'll be thinking of you and your family in the days to come....

MB - I am so very sorry to read this but of course I understand that your time and energy need be elsewhere at the moment. You and your family will be in my thoughts and I am sending every good wish to you all.

I have enjoyed many a thread with you and hope to do so again one day. Our mothers' ability to boil veg to death unites us, I feel, as well as being Welsh of course. If I could give you a cwtch I would.

can't believe this. MB, please keep in touch! I understand why you can't be here for the moment, but I for one, hope you find your way back here. In the meantime, I join the others in pumping out positive vibes for your husband, sending you love and wishing you happy tomorrows x

Sending you all positive, positive thoughts.

xxxxx