Hi all,
Oh Frumpy we have missed you, I have thought of you walking on my beloved beaches, slurping sangria and lusting after the locals Di you go to PP? We had a big row yesterday morning, which made me feel really awful as it has Becca in tears. I spent all week feeling sick in my stomach watching H get weaker and weaker, then he ends up in hospital and I have to tell the children he will be fine. He comes home Frid at 6pm, downs 2 G&Ts and hardly any other fluid for the next 12 hours, we have just been on a fluid drip for dehydration!!Then yesterday morning, he looks washed out and awful and says he is going to the allotment!! To cut it short I stormed off with the kids and didnt ome home until 7pm. He was in the garden working and just to prove his point worked out there until almost 10.30pm!! Today the atmosphere has been decidedly frosty, he went off to the allotment again, so as Becca was out at a party I sent the boys with him so I could have some space!! He didn`t like that as they are a pain down there!! Then some terrible terrible news. My friend came this morning to tell me that another friends daughter committed suicide on Frid morning. Georgie was 14, lovely lovely girl, lovely family, just cannot understand why. Her poor mother found her hung in her room, my heart is breaking for them. Things are awful here, but it makes our problems seem so much less, I cannot stop thinking of them, knowing the pain and hell thye are going through right now. Its so dreadful.